Caroline
9/13/2014
8:57:58 PM | Dear Mary,
Thank you for your kindness and reaching out with heartfelt encouragement. I was feeling so alone today in this journey and it was your note that brought me to tears. Tears of gratitude and tears I needed to cry, but didn't even know they were there. I Thank you thank you thank you Mary.
And thank you JohnB. Yes, I am very blessed to have an open doctor. She is not sure what to do, but trusts me.
I am up to 6drops MMS and about 9wks. Still major bone pain and fatigue. The fatigue started after about 2wks into protocol. Surge in energy and then big drop. Many more open lesions. Very very diligent with diet and cleaning.
Looking forward to speaking with Mel.
And although I have been fighting full-fledged M for almost 5 years now, I was mistaken early on in just treating Lyme and Company (I tested positive for Lyme,Bart,Babs). My doctor convinced me that this was a Bart rash, so we went agressively, only making room for the M to flourish without my knowledge.
So, NO looking back just moving forward with the acknowledgement that I will most likely have a longer journey back to health given the progression and lesions. I haven't been one to spend much time on self pity or asking why. Somewhere deep inside I know that this is my call to God. He is asking me to purify myself and glorify Him. He sent me to this sight.
I have been reading again the journeys of Monica, Theresa, Peter and Justin. You guys have kept me in the fight. Thank you beyond words.
Sorry if this was ramble city. And thank you to everyone that reads this.
God Bless you ALL,
Caroline |
