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How I Cured Morgellons
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Sarah 1/17/2016 4:58:04 AM | Hi everyone, I am posting because I really need some help in terms of dealing with the emotional torment of this illness. I really struggle to cope, especially at night time when the fear is almost too much to handle. I have been dealing with this for a number of years and constantly lived in hope that the things that I was trying would eventually work. And yet, I'm still dealing with it. I have spent so much money trying to get better. I have been taking the supplements and mms for over six months now but I can't tell if I have improved. I honestly don't know if what I'm dealing with is morgellons as my main issues are just itching, crawling and small red bites on my skin. I know I should be thankful that I don't have a lot of the symptoms, but it makes me wonder what I actually have. If I knew it was morgellons for sure then I could have more faith that what I'm doing will eventually work. Do you think that the mms will eventually kill any kind of bug if I take it for long enough? I feel that I have suffered a lot because of this. Although my parents are very good to me I am so lonely and have had to avoid getting into a relationship for many years as a result of this. The feeling of shame I feel at knowing I have this problem is hard to handle and then always living in fear that I will pass it or people will find out. I'm trying to find the meaning in this and have spent endless hours praying that this will end or that I will find some kind of peace in the struggle, but I feel lost. I think about dying a lot and I used to think that I was a strong person but I don't feel strong enough to handle this. I'm so emotionally tired. I feel like it's my fault that I have this and I wish I could go back and do something about it sooner. I was so confused about what it could be for so long and although I went to many doctors I found no answers. I am trying to carry on living my life but this is a dark cloud that seems to overshadow everything else. Does anyone have any tips for handling fear and anxiety, especially at night time when all I can do is think about this. Do you have an exercises that you do to take your mind of this or that brings you peace? How do you keep the faith and hope that this will end? I know that the mind is very powerful but one can only believe for so long without seeing any proof. I know many of you are Christians here but I don't feel the presence of God in this storm. I wish I could. I would just like some answers and to know that this will end. |
mel 4/7/2016 11:52:03 AM | Hello Sarah and Welcome, To avoid the appearance of practicing medicine, may I suggest you join me for the Coffee, Tea with Me Breakfast Conference Call either Friday or Saturday mornings! 8:00AM---10:30AM (Pacific) 9:00AM--11:30AM (Mountain) 10:00AM--12:30AM (Central) 11:00AM-1:30AM (Eastern) So I may respond to your inquiry. Never, Ever Give up HOPE! Mel |
Sarah 4/7/2016 11:37:23 AM edit upload | Hi Mel, Would it be possible to post the recipe here for the lemon water and cayenne pepper cleanse that people have mentioned helps with the crawling symptoms? Thanks! Sarah |
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