Melissa
1/13/2015
8:49:49 PM | Hi Shari!
I hope you are doing well. I wanted to thank you for your kindness and compassion, it means SO much to me! I've learned to take one day at a time, which is helping for the most part. The stress of the move from Kentucky to Reno has taken it's toll, but I'm slowly recovering. I just wish that I could get this apartment put together and totally cleaned....I'm sure that would make me feel much, MUCH better. I keep Mel's words "slow and steady" in the back of my mind though. Although it doesn't help much when I'm used to being a 'get'em done' kind of person. I just real myself back in, take a deep breath and replay the conference calls to take my mind off the darkness. I'm so very grateful for Mel and everyone on this site as it's been my sane when insane tries to invade my mind. Then I remember Amber's words on the last conference call about how you have to remain positive and most of all, I TRY to remember the importance of rest. I'm sure everything will come together in due time and I'll find my routine again. For now, I'm focusing on my diet, doing what I can to get this place in order, and the never ending chore of cleaning and oiling. Thank you again, your response really touched my heart! |
