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How I Cured Morgellons
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| Original 4/20/2009 Post | |
Janice 4/20/2009 7:20:12 AM | Hello all, My name is Janice, and I am New to this site, I also am new to Morgellons. About a week ago, 4/12/09 I was undressing for bed and again saw some black fibers on my skin, I was not that surprised ( I wear black everyday, but this day I was not wearing black. I am very fair skinned and covered in Freckles so the brown/black dots on my skin can quickly over looked. (ignorance truly is bliss) but last week my life has completely change .....for the worse. I started to perform my surgery on my dark spots and noticed that they were not Freckles at all. Upon further investigation I also noticed patterns 3-4 in a line as if they were punctured or stamped on. 4 Hours later I was the poster child for the damages of Meth use. I do not do drugs nor do I drink but at first glance that night . I got up from my trance from the black strings and went to the computer. Needless to say I totally was horrified to see the exact things that were occupying my pores was also listed on the Internet, I thought I would read how to take care of this situation you know an Aveno bath and maybe a de-wormer. NOPE all I got was a SLAP in the face, Delusional WHAT, how can I share my malady with friends and family when the common explanation is Mental Illness. You see I do see a Psychiatrist and this new info would just be fuel for the flame. So jump ahead, 10 days later, 5 doctors, one of which would not even touch me and after leaving his office I was soooooo emotional that I could probably been labeled Delusional. My main source of movement is in my hair, I can see them and the reason I even noticed them was I could swear to G that my own hair was attacking me, it was moving on its own , exactly like a snake would and it was searching for something , over and over I watched my hair move slowly and rest with the tip in a pore on my neck. Excuse me I almost lost my breakfast just thinking of it. As of today my left eye is blood red obviously one in there, My best friend is questioning me, my family already thinks I am on a permanent emotional roller coaster, and my doctor tried to placate me with ever excuse in the book and finally asking if I had a problem with the word DELUSIONAL. Now what do I throw out all bedding , carpets, my beloved dog, clothes , towels I can see them everywhere, well all over the bathroom, Scared, lost, and confused, Janice |
| Responses (Newest First) | |
mel 5/1/2009 12:29:12 PM | hiya L, Welcome- As you can see you are not alone.Please tell us how we may help you.I suggest that you read as much as the forum as you can. You may find questions answered already, Maybe not.I think you will see that everyone here, try's to help one another. Anger is self destructive, It may hinder your healing process,Try and let it go,there are many of us here for you. Again tell us how we can help! good luck God bless, mel |
Mae 5/1/2009 1:59:39 AM | Hi Deb2,I am so happy you are getting the help you need,the first step is to find a Doc who will listen without judging. Wonderful to encourage everyone to hang in there.I wanted also to respond to this- the anger issue. It can get the best of us if we let it.I agree -lets not let it do that.I so agree with you,my heart is right there with everyone,lets work together and work through this supporting one another.If we act rashly or harshly then those who doubt that this condition exists feel they are justified in calling it a hoax. Mr. Mel has not said'my cure is THE ONE-THE ONLY' he has stepped up to the Medical community and said'I had a disease,its called Morgellons-its real -here is proof and this is how I got well. That took nerve and now we can continue from that base line.Which we are all grateful for. This may be another piece of our puzzle. We all seem to be immune compromised,whether from a bite or something else. Also, I think at least for myself the Ph balance is a factor. From all I have read -many Morgellons patients seem to have acid systems.Hopefully as we build our little community here we will eventually have info. so everyone can source Doctors and articles to research and find the help they need,without feeling humiliated. Blessings to you my friend, Mae |
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