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How I Cured Morgellons Forum Response

NOTE: This is a discussion list reponse to By the grace of God


Christine

7/5/2016
2:32:21 PM
Hello dear friends,

I have no one in life I can talk to about this (my husband is in a bit of denial) so this place anchors me. Because it is a space of healing inhabited by many beautiful faith~filled and informed souls I write within it mostly for myself, feeling the comfort of community, but also with the hope that I will get to know some of you.

While I host the M family of pathogens within my body, mind and spirit, feel it's responses as well as my own, see it's symptoms on the part of me that interfaces with the world ( my face looks battle~worn) I am reminded, often through your spiritual quotes, that I am primarily host to God's spirit which puts M&Co. in perspective. I do hope to heal; I will do whatever I can; the final result and time frame is in His hands.

I read slowly through your threads with both a desire for learning and inspiration, but the detailing of symptoms can be anxiety~producing. I bear with it to find the gems but I have to believe that my tiny budget will yield all that I need despite the elaborate measures and significant financial outlays that some of the cured have outlined.

Since M's initiation almost a year ago Ive had to believe the remedies will come to me, within my budget and in God's time. Little by little they did...and now Mel's cure just at a time we had a little more to spend. There are no accidents and all things are possible are the tenents of my faith.

The Morgellon's experience is indeed like the Job experience; you reach for God and are enveloped by assurance and guidance, you reach within yourself and know that even if your body passes away you remain in Love's embrace even as you watch the decline of your earthly vehicle, some of your relationships, your possessions, your familiar body~image.

M's gift is a deepened connection to Spirit, and no matter how I fear or mourn, that alone is the greatest gift to receive here on earth.

I am grateful I can express here; it is so reassuring. I would love to hear from others but I surely understand that you are busy.

Thank you to whomever manages and edits this forum!

With love, gratitude and deep respect for my friends here,

Christine