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12/12/2011 4:29:56 PM | Hello all, I just wanted to take a moment to reach out to all of you going through this horrendous condition. This started for me close to a month ago and in that time, I have had my ups but mostly downs and considered ending it all - this is just too much for any sole to bare. I am sure many of you, if not all of you can relate to my feelings. Through it all, the greatest strength and support I have received has been GOD Almighty and from TOTAL strangers. People (Angels) that don't know me but have responded to my PLEAS for help. Most of all MEL you are an absolute angel, you truly live and walk in the spirit of GOD. When you called me today and said that you would help me get the protocol so that I could get started - I balled and am still crying. MY GOD! I will love you forever and am so grateful that God has placed you in my life. I know there is absolutely nothing I can do to repay you or all of you that have so selflessly shared your knowledge, encouragement and stories of healing. I so appreciate that this site is not about sharing the horror stories - we all got them and are scared to DEATH already. I had someone from another site reach out to me that is also suffering from this disease and by time I got off the phone with her - I WAS DONE. I know she was trying to help but the horror stories sent me into greater despair! Victoria, thank you so much for talking to me almost daily and praying with me. In this fight, you ABSOLUTELY MUST rely on GOD and Victoria you have helped me to do that. I ask in the name of Yahweh that you and everyone else receive absolute and complete healing from this condition. I also ask, not in my power but of the power of GOD MOST HIGH that he bind this sickness in our bodies, souls and spirit and destroys it forever! I promised Mel not post longggg posts, but my spirit was commanded to do so. My very heart goes out to you, new M sufferers and those that have been going this for many, many years. I absolutely know that it is through God that you have been able to endure this and I thank you for inspiring me to continue to put one foot in front of the other and continue on, even though at times I have little strength or desire to do so. I am alone, no mate or children (but 3 dogs) and actually am grateful for this now - if I had a family I may have to see them suffer which would be heartbreaking. I am new to this thing and although I have no answers, just plenty of questions, I do offer to pray with anyone that needs it. Absolute miracles happen when you invite God, his son Jesus and the Holy Spirit to take charge. THIS I CAN ATTEST TO! I know I will still have my ups and downs, so please bear with me if I give in to those downs. It is so hard for me to be patient and do what is necessary, as I am sure it is for most of you. Please remind me, that this is curable. On a final note, I encourage each and everyone of you to donate to Mel's cause. He has helped many to find a cure and many more to stabilize their illness with his experience and knowledge. He gives of his time freely and has experienced severe financial loss (bankruptcy) helping M sufferers get on the protocol. He too is on disability and we all know that NO ONE can really survive just on disability but he does it and continues to help others freely. $1, $5, $10 anything to help him to continue to help others that are in need. He receives very little donations and I would hate to ponder on where would we all be if he didn't help us with his time and knowledge? I ask that God move you to make a donation and to continue to make donations to help other sufferers. For those of you that have, I pray blessings upon you and ask for continued support. Our numbers are not dwindling but increasing and more people every day need help. We must absolutely help each other spiritually, emotionally and financially, as we are not receiving help from the medical establishment or even close friends and families (who don't understand or even think we are crazy). I ask God to bless each and everyone of you and to bring you to a place of being ABSOLUTELY and TOTALY cured! Nothing less will do. All my love Theresa |
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