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How I Cured Morgellons
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12/29/2012 5:38:37 AM | Hello Fellow Warriors, We are firmly in a time of intense spiritual energy involving change and ascension. My absence from the forum has been about going into my spiritual 'cave' going deeper into my connection with God and discovering who the 'real' me is. Scary to some, misunderstood by many, but totally necessary for my 'complete' healing. It was way overdue. Those that are open and prepared for this change will be able to ride the wave, may get a little bumpy but the wave will pass and you will be transformed by it. Those that are still walking around unconscious and asleep will be wiped out by this wave of energy. You can see its effects on those that are unprepared by the horrific events that have taken place recently in our world. Being almost a year into my cleanse and detox (not claiming illness anymore) I look back on my journey. With faith, wisdom, strength and knowledge there are many things that I know today, that I didn't know back then. There have been set backs, bumps and I have taken a spill or two (or three, lol). So where am I now in my journey? There are so many layers to this answer it is hard for me to begin. I had long ago stopped trying to figure out what this condition was. The more I 'dug' the more crap I read that instilled fear and terror in me. I knew the answer would come and it would not be as dramatic as nano technology or critters from space that hitched a ride on a comet. So for me - the answer came, CANDIDA (yeast/fungus), with parasites, toxins and various other co-infections and imbalances thrown in for 'good' measure. I have always had vaginal yeast infections. Took various meds to deal with it but it would always find its way back. What I didn't know then is that Candida has roots and these roots can puncture the colon (leaky gut syndrome) and allow the Candida and other things like parasites and toxins to spread into other areas of the body. Voila! Allergies, Brain Fog, Fibromyalgia, Chronic Fatigue, Depression, Asthma, Bronchitis, Irregular Periods, Morbide Obesity, Anxiety, Diabetes, etc. Poor diet, a stressful lifestyle combined with an over taxed and suppressed immune system, provided the perfect breeding ground for everything to take hold of me. While I still think I picked up something while gardening without gloves (which I have done many times), I was sick already, whatever I picked up was just the straw that broke the camels back, so to speak. What I find interesting is that as I dealt with the yeast issue, many of the other medical issues disappeared. I lost 100 pounds (ok put on 10 pounds during the holidays), not diabetic or borderline any more (normal A1C readings), allergies pretty much gone, periods becoming regular, etc. Had a bout with the flu/cold or severe detox a few weeks back and I made it through (haven't felt anything like that in years). Had chills, body aches, congestion, wheezing etc. Went to the doctor and took a breathing treatment and steroids. Was given antibiotics, asthma medication and steroids and decided not to continue with the treatments. While I might have continued on in a state of panic, I put my 'big girl panties on' and went to my Naturopath. I kept it moving and made it through (whining all the way, lol). The body is miraculous and when given the opportunity will do what it was designed to do, be healthy. Health is our natural state, we as humans have been working hard to oppose this natural state, which is why we get sick. It's the bodies way of screaming out 'stop the madness.' Through the heart break, thru the tears, thru the ups and downs and set backs, my body, mind and spirit has been meeting the challenges of the last few months and still marches forward to health. There are days, when the stuff is popping and the fungal hairs are flying that I still want to set off a nuclear bomb off in my body and just be done with it. Monica, Mel, John and Peter still have to talk me down off the ceiling! (LOVE YOU ALL AND THANK YOU!) But as I move through with lots of prayer, crying, whining, moaning and groaning - if I sit still long enough and ask myself this simple question - Body how are you doing? Surprisingly when my head tells me the world is ending, I'm getting sicker, this isn't working, MY BODY tells me - 'All is well, I've got this under control, STOP TRIPPING.' This is what faith is about - though everything tells me otherwise, knowing and believing that all is well and continuing to move forward in spite of it not being fully manifested on the physical plan YET. The other day my body specifically told me that, it was going deeper into the detoxing and cleansing and that I should keep my eyes closed! Stop tripping about what you see, cause your gonna see stuff that you don't like but I gotta get it out. It is absolutely hard to believe that all this is part of the process of getting better. I just want to wake up and have it all be over, but this journey is a process, there are layers and layers and layers of this crap in our bodies. Not only do I have to get the Yeast out but the years of toxins, old illnesses that have been buried by medication use, parasites, etc. Then my body has to rebuild itself. This ain't gonna be done overnight or in 30 days. Right now I am getting back on track with my diet. Ate lots of foods that I haven't touched in a long time. While I enjoyed my detour, my body is saying time to get back on track. Been enjoying my time with friends and family. Not living like a hermit anymore, this is not leprosy. I'm far enough into the process that I know that sitting at home and isolating myself does more harm than good. Pretty much assuming a normal life with a few adjustments. Had to realize early on that cleaning every 2 seconds and thinking that I was contaminated and everything in my environment was contaminated would kill me quicker than getting through this condition. I clean when I can or feel like it, I go out, have relationships, have fun, live life. In the beginning I was scared about coming in contact with anyone. I was washing stuff everyday, cleaning every day. Completely exhausted myself and soon realized I could not keep it up, I was wearing myself out fast. I made a decision early on to concentrate my efforts on getting myself well FIRST and then work on everything else. 1 year later, I get my nails and toes done, hair done, get massages, colonics, hang out with friends, etc. I read on some of the posts about the lengths people are going to covering everything in plastic, trashing stuff, using expensive products to wash laundry and to clean, etc. I did not have to do this because thankfully I did not have an insect infestation. I learned early on that if this is truly about contamination as soon as I breathe on it, wore it, touched it, used it - it would be contaminated again. This is not leprosy, I am not diseased, I am not contaminated. I had to come to terms with this early on or absolutely loose my mind. The mental aspect of this condition is much, much worse than what our bodies are going through. As my body heals, it will stop throwing out the gunk and what gunk is still in my environment it will fight off if I maintain a healthy lifestyle. Can I become morbidly obese again - yes if I go back to living the unhealthy lifestyle I was living. Its my choice. Purging comes in cycles, my body is kicking out white specs, various colored bio film chucks, white/silver fibers, black/white hairs and almost no black specs. When I itch, I know something is working its way out. During a recent colonic, my therapist asked if I was diagnosed with Candida because she saw them coming out. They appear as silver fibers. I said yes. I believe because I am getting colonics it has helped to removed stubborn bio film and cut the yeast colony down dramatically. After each colonic I get an infusion of acidophilus into my colon. My diet is a lot less restrictive. Woke up this morning and realized that I am feeling repulsed by sugar. Yes my body is like YUCK! no sugar please. Again, your body is so miraculous - just listen to it. Although I am still on the protocol, through muscle testing my Naturopath has switched up when I take my supplements, added new ones and eliminated some. Once again, listen to your body. It changes and corrects itself as it gets healthier. I am also dealing with other health issues now, like normalizing my hormones, etc. My health has advanced sufficiently that now I can concentrate on other deeper underlining issues - pretty cool. My journey now is not about sickness but discovering who I am and how I truly want to live my life to the fullest and what makes me happy - What a concept! I have my moments when the dark energy of fear tries to creep in and throw me for a loop. I have my moments when I listen to this fear and think I am going backwards in terms of my health. But it is in these moments, when I can take a deep breath and be still within myself and connect to my highest conscientiousness and God, I can ask myself - how are you doing? My body will answer me - 'I got this, you are fine. Just support me and let me do my thing. STOP TRIPPING' or it might say, you need to lay it down and do nothing. I need time to energize - I got some deep detoxing I am preparing for and need the extra energy. So now when I get really tired, I don't freak out. I just realize my body is gearing up for some intense healing and I need to recharge my battery. There are times when I can literally hear and feel my body singing and humming. Sounds crazy? Not really. This is your body telling you all is well. There are times when I feel the shift in my body. Like it has just come through another hurdle and healed deeper. Usually these shifts are preceded by an intense detox - lots of purging and popping, maybe some diarrhea, body aches, nausea thrown in for good measure. Have I been perfect on the protocol and diet? HECK NO! And yet I am doing good because the body is absolutely amazing. At one point I was on 26 drops of MMS. Now I can barely take 15 drops without getting diarrhea within 2 hours after taking it. So now my body is saying back off, you've cleared out enough gunk that we don't need so much. While the Candida gets manufactured in the colon, it aggressively goes to other areas in your body and takes up house like your blood stream, skin, muscles, joints, etc. There are stages that I have noticed I have gone through. I find it hard to believe when I read someone saying that after 2-3 months on the protocol there symptoms are gone. Some of the stages I have gone through are: Black specs, black micro-fibers, mutli-colored fibers, fibers that feel like plastic, translucent bio film chucks, intense itching that keeps you up at night, lesions. -Besides the protocol what really helped me through this stage was Bentonite Clay massages in the shower. I would rub myself down with clay and it would pull out tons of specs and micro-fibers. Then came the white specs, glitter (heavy metals?) white puff balls, white fibers (feel like wool under the skin), smaller bio film chunks and hairs. -Besides the protocol what really helped me through this stage was the MMS baths and infrared sauna to sweat the junk and toxins out. Now I am at the minute white specs that feel like sand, minimal white puff balls (which are the fibers balled up - now they are starting to feel cotton like and less wool like as they are getting weaker), white fibers, hairs (black, white/black or white), bio film pieces of various colors. -The olive oil, coconut oil 50-50 mixture helps stuff to come out easier and helps heals any lesions or scars. -Using a Zapper and Super Zappicator but using a specific one. Tried several and literally got burns. The one I use is expensive but doesn't burn you. Found zapping is helpful because it awakens the over 50 types of white blood cells and gets them active. I found that while zapping, it calms down the symptoms and a few hours later I purge like crazy. It seems like while zapping, my white blood cells are busy killing stuff and once I'm done my body starts throwing this stuff off. Better out than in. Using the Super Zappicator targets killing stuff in your system. I lay it over my colon and picture the yeast and parasites getting killed. Bye! Bye! Colonics - just started doing this. You can use DE to also scrap the colon clean but colonics are just quicker. Of course you can do the two are the same time and supper scrub your colon. Be sure to take lots of friendly bacteria to replace what is being removed. Other things I am doing - prayer, prayer, prayer, meditation, Reiki, reflexology, massages, excercise. All in all, I am so grateful for this journey. Speedily brought me to a place in my life that I have resisted going to for a long, long time. God speaks to us in whispers and when we ignore him the voice gets louder and louder until the building finally falls on us. I got so tired of the building falling on me. In my process, I surrender to it a little more each day. When I can get out of my own way and get out of my head - I can truly say I am grateful. I send you all love, light and healing. Theresa S. P.S., My golden puppy Buttons just turned 19 years old! |
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