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4/20/2012 9:14:42 AM | Hello Fellow Journeyers, Got through the full moon with relative calm (using the MMS full moon protocol), then on the 2nd day after the full moon, BAM! Massive, massive purging. So annoying! I realize that besides the pop, pop, pop feeling or the pop, pop, shower feeling it is that your nerve endings feel like the are all 'firing' at the same time. Urgh! Time to do some deep breathing and/or meditating. It also seems like it goes in cycles, it will be relatively calm and then I will start massively purging for 2 days in a row. It is almost like my body is resting up in between for these massive purges. Still purging tinnie, tiny black specs but now more and more larger white specs in different shapes and sizes and also translucent tiny glitter (bio-film?). The white specs pinch or feel like they are 'biting' me when they come out. I hear a lot of people use the phrase 'biting' but I believe it is the pinching and cutting sensation that is happening when it comes out of your pores that creates the biting sensation. The other annoying thing is the specs all over the floor! Since I am like a popcorn machine, I have to make sure to constantly vacuum and clean the floors because they accumulate. Lovely! That is why, changing your clothes everyday and frequently changing your sheets is so important. Realizing that my oldest dog's hotspots are most likely not regular allergies but in reaction to the specs working their way out of her skin. Continuing them all on MMS, Molecular Silver and several of the Logos products. I am constantly shoving this supplement or squirting that supplement into their mouths. They just roll their eyes at me now... Had a hard time mentally in the last couple of days. Got to a point where I just was ready to drop a nuclear bomb into my body to kill off every last one of these nasties (at least that is how I felt). Mel, John and Monica all talked me down from the ceiling! Thanks guys. I am so very blessed to have you all in my corner - God bless you all greatly and abundantly! I love you all! Sometimes it just gets like that and I have to be mindful that this dis-ease not only attacks you on a physical level but on a mental/emotional and energetic level too. It again reinforces that you have to build and maintain a healthy, happy and sound mental/emotional and spiritual state. Without deeply working through any issues that you may have, these blockages serve to allow this dis-ease and any other dis-ease for that matter to gain entry and to progress. Heal your mind and the body will follow. Using the Emotional Freedom Technique (am a EFT practitioner), meditation, Reiki, prayer to work through the healing process. Building your arsenal will help and aid you to not only survive this, but come out better than ever. Losing the battle is not an option for me. Succumbing to the fear and resistance my ego projects is not an option. Eating what I want and doing what I want is not an option. Failing to take responsibility for my health is not an option. Continuing to live unconsciously is not an option. Do I do everything perfectly, HECK NO! I acknowledge what I am feeling, what is happening, make the corrections and reign it in. Do I want to have this or deal with this. NO! But I am so grateful that this process is leading me to a place of higher conscientiousness and deeper spiritual intent. I pray this for all of you! Theresa S. |
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