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How I Cured Morgellons
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10/26/2012 12:17:47 PM | Hello fellow warriors, Been going through a lot lately and needed and still need the time and space to process through, get out of the darkness, ride out the storm and get to the other side. I want to thank everyone who has asked about me and prayed for/with me and has sent me their love - believe me I need it. Traveled a lot over the last couple of months, so my food and protocol were far from perfect but I am back on track and I am doing good body wise. There are 2 major pit falls that I have experienced, traveling and dealing with emotional/relationship/self issues. Just one of these things is enough to put you under. The stress of it all, wore me out physically and emotionally and am still slowly getting back on track. Mel is astonished that I am not in full blown relapse and in the hospital. I saw the dis-ease trying to creep back but by God's strength, grace and mercy was able to get it back under control. As far as the emotional/relationship/self issues I choose to go back and clean and clear out some deep emotional wounds to help facilitate my complete healing on all levels. Opened a huge can of worms. But I felt the garbage in my 'closet' was hindering my progress and needed to be addressed finally. This was extremely hard and I had to face some ugly cold hard realities about myself and others. I was angry, hurt and disappointed. But the forgiveness is slowly creeping in so that I can fully release and heal. This also had a major impact on my body but by God's grace and strength, I am okay. Currently, the major emotional hurdle I am facing is the end of a relationship. Endings always hurt and I am hurting on a level I would not wish on my worse enemy. It is hard to get out of bed every day and the pain and the tears feel like it will never end. So once again, I am facing some ugly hard cold realities and processing through the tons of pain and hurt and holding on the best I can one moment at a time. Physically I am dealing with tons of hairs, white fibers, clumps of white fibers and white specs and few if any black specs. All of this is extremely annoying and once again, I want to drop a nuclear bomb into my body. Vibrate, pop, pinch, ouch! I am told that this means I am into a deeper part of my healing and my body is now dealing with ridding itself of bio film, toxins and fibers. Yeah me! but this is still incredibly hard as this is NON STOP purging all over. I literally leave a trail of hairs... So there are plenty of MMS baths, showers and oiling myself up from head to toe, being mindful of what I eat and staying on the protocol, praying, meditation, reiki, EFT, praying, praying, praying. But MY GOD I am so over this. I am so done with this. Its been over 1 year with this condition and 9 months on the protocol. I am so ready for this to be over you have no clue. No big herx but lots of mini herxs full of nausea, stomach churning, body aches and diarrhea. Even thru all of this I am getting better and the protocol works. Aside from the emotional stuff which is taxing my body out big time...I am still getting better everyday. PRAISE GOD! Bottom line is life doesn't stop because we are trying to heal. This condition won't give you a break because your stressed out or heart broken. I have one choice - to win - to beat this thing. I have said it many times, this is not just about fungus and yeast - if you allow it, this journey will be about having a new life - living aware and awake, conscientious and free. So for now I am going to do what is so hard for me, let others help me through this storm, and focus on me. So to Mel, John, Monica, Peter and all the rest of you thru my tears, I send you my love and wish for a speedy recovery. God bless... |
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