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How I Cured Morgellons
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8/6/2012 10:32:24 PM | Hello Fellow Journeyers and Warriors, Life has been particularly challenging these last few weeks for various reasons. It is in dealing with these challenges that we can truly begin to see who we are and what we are becoming if we so choose to examine ourselves honestly. It is also when we find out who truly loves us (God Bless you Mel, Monica and John). Just a few weeks past being on the 'full' protocol for six months. Lots of white hairs, black hairs, white specs (bio-film?), very few black specs and very few black fibers. The white hairs and black hairs coming out are the most annoying and itchy. Taking my MMS baths and keeping my skin oiled down from head to toe with olive/coconut oil. Using my zapper and zappicator almost daily. Still dealing with a vaginal yeast infection. Not sure if this is a new one or a continuation of the old one, darn these things! I guess I'm in that place yet again, where I just want to drop a nuclear bomb into my body and eradicate them all, but I just keep putting one foot in front of the other and keep it moving. Exercising now at least 5 - 7 times a week and also seeing a trainer 2x per week. God I hate her, lol! She is busting my butt and has no mercy. But my body is dramatically changing, from the inside and out. Waiting for my shipment of Monolaurin and L-glutamine to see if they will help get me over the hump. Also going to start taking Lufenuron which is used to kill yeast in the body. Found a source that sells it for $27 instead of $127. Will report on my experience. Tired and stressed out, I keep it moving, no choice I am winning this battle. But there are days, don't get me wrong and this ain't easy... You may have noticed that I started this post with Fellow Journeyers and Warriors and may be wondering what the difference is? In my short experience here, I see there are two types of people that come here desperate for a cure. The journeyer is looking for a quick answer, is okay with getting a little better and not willing to make all the changes necessary to become completely cured. These are the people that you have to say over and over and over again - NO SUGAR whatsoever, etc. These are the people that complain about taking MMS and supplements. These are the people that complain about the dietary changes that must be made in order to win this battle. You hear these people use the word 'try' a lot. These are the people that never get cured and come back sooner or later on their knees, when this has progressed to a point where they can't stand it anymore and realize the answer was always here. The warriors on the other hand are the ones that say, whatever I have to do, I'm all in. Yes, taking a zillion supplements, changing your diet (and your life) and taking MMS all suck, but so what? I am not giving in to this thing and will do what ever I have to. You almost never hear them use the word 'try,' for them it's done. Just tell them what to do and I'll do it. Whether they like it or not, they do what they have to, to not just feel better, but to be cured. So which one are you? I had to make the decision not to spend my time and efforts on the Journeyers any longer. Too much of my own efforts are required in getting myself cured. I can't drag anyone along into their own cure, that is your responsibility. I continue to pray that one day, there will be a silver bullet for this condition. Right now this is it, this is what we have. A slow and steady approach, that if you stick with it, will not only cure Morgellon's but a host of other issues. This approach in my opinion is truly a 'cure all' if you incorporate all of the pieces and not just some of the pieces. Some of the continued changes I see; my nails are stronger and longer than they have ever been in my life. My girlfriends can't believe they are my nails. Dropped 80-85 pounds and am now focusing on building healthy muscle mass and not weight loss. My body shape has dramatically changed in just 6 weeks. Went back home for a visit and people didn't recognize me that knew me for YEARS and those that did were in utter shock at my change in just a couple of weeks. My lesions are filling in and going away. When I get a burn or cut, it scabs normally. Now when I itch in a place, I know my body is specifically pushing 'something' out. I notice that my body tends to purge in specific places now. I will purge on my face or my arms, or my legs, or my chest, etc. The purging is different from having symptoms. The purging doesn't keep me up at night itching incessantly. The hairs are itchy and annoying coming out for sure, but there are brief moments when I don't notice them. The most noticeable places I feel them coming out are on my face and around my ankles and feet. Sometimes I can literally feel my pore vibrate and then push the hairs out. Not getting that biting or pinching feeling anymore. The specs are flatter, tiny and softer now. The bio-film specs and chucks are getting smaller and softer too. My hands that were dry and cracked and full of marks and lesions are restored! My skin in general is remaking it self anew. I even started to get acne because of all the oil I was using on my face and have started using an acne cream which is helping tremendously. No big herx yet, but John keeps reminding me that a big herx is not necessary to get cured. There are nights when I take my MMS and I think I'm gonna die! I get really sick to my stomach and feel like I'm going to loose all my cookies. I just breath through it and it passes. This is happening more frequently, so I believe I am getting to my maximum tolerance level of MMS. Anyway, I continue to go deeper into this process. Not only to cure this condition but to make my life anew. This process isn't about the limitations but the infinite possibilities. I implore you to join the journey with me fully, we need more warriors. I send you light, love and healing Theresa S. |
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