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How I Cured Morgellons
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1/17/2013 7:51:35 AM | Hello Fellow Warriors, It is getting to the point of near blissful silence in my body! The massive purge of white fibers, and hairs is slowing down termendously. Not feeling like a sash quash as much! Mel said that I was purging the worse and I agree. I believe because I zap and use the zappicator box and it super stimulated my immune system and enhanced the eviction process of candida and other yuckies from my body. A couple days back my body once again spoke to me and said 'almost to the finish line.' A couple of weeks prior back my body told me, 'close your eyes, got some work to do and I don't need you tripping.' True to form I saw stuff come out of me I had never seen or hadn't seen in a long, long time. A couple of red and black candida fibers. Specks of stuff I have no clue what they were, a couple of perfectly shiny round silver disc things. A couple of small black specks. Mysterious body aches that kinda moved around. Lots of fatigue and some congestion. After taking my shower and oiling down on 3 separate occasions my shoulders massively purged translucent specs. I literally reached around and felt all this stuff on my shoulders as if someone had thrown sand on me. My shoulders and back have been were I have the most breakouts and pimples. Lots of scarring there, but it is slowly healing and lightening up. I think because my back is the hardest place to get to, it has been one of the last places to clear up. I just pull out my zappicator box and lay it across my back or on my chest. I think this is what has stimulated this massive speck purge from my shoulders. Now had I not been listening to my body I would have truly thought I was getting sicker. But because I was forewarned I went - oh, time to close my eyes and not trip. Ok, ok, I did trip a little and got a grip. So I kept it moving, food on track, took my supplements, took my MMS baths, zapped away and sweated to open my pores. At this point, the minimal white candida fibers that are coming out don't feel like wool anymore, so I don't have the sensation of wearing a wool coat under my skin. It feels more like cotton but they are getting thinner. The black fungal hairs seem to be the final hold outs and there are lots of them but they are a whisper of their former selves. Not really seeing much hairs. So I don't feel like I am carrying 4 kittens around in my pockets that are constantly shedding all over the place. The other day, I like Monica, saw a hair that looked burned on one end. Black and then the tip look burnt. Also saw a white candida fiber that look shriveled at one end like it got burnt too. My energy is still kinda low even though I am keeping busy. Still have body aches in various places. Taking naps are a necessity and I make sure I work them in my day as much as possible. Still have some machine gun like pop purging from my pores pushing stuff out. This popping seems to be centered around my legs and ankles. It's like several pores start pushing stuff out all at once. Sometimes there is a muscle twitch, sometimes its just a pop. Oh look it just did it again at my ankle while I am writing this. Bye, Bye what ever you were! Get itching sensations, when the black fungal hair surfaces and cascades. Massively annoying! Or a micro bio film spec cascades down my skin after being pushed out of my pore. When things start pinching and poking or itching, I know its time to oil up again. Keeping my skin supple helps to let this stuff slide out and minimizes the discomfort when it comes out. I am down from about 245-250 to 146 pounds! YEAH ME! Lost the five pounds I gained during the holidays and then some. I am still getting used to my fabulous new body. Was a size 22 to now a size 6. Probably could fit into a size 4 but still working on my tummy and that is coming down too. Haven't been to the gym in a couple of months and seriously avoiding my trainer, lol! I have a picture of me before and I can hardly recognize myself. When I show it to people they all ask me, is that your mom? Nope, folks it was me one short year ago. I often get asked, did you do a lot of exercise to loose the weight? Nope, I stop putting junk in my mouth! (Insert blank stare here!) I can't even begin to describe the massive physical, emotional, mental and spiritual changes that have occurred in my life in this past year. Again for me it is not about Candida, not about illness but about living awakened and aware. Discovering who I am and what I want my life to be. Monica can tell you after spending several hours on the phone with me a couple of days ago and boo-hooing about complete and absolute non-sense that this isn't easy. (Love YOU Thickly and Deeply Girl!) Well not at first. But then, when I start to stand in my power and get comfortable in it and get used to it - Well all I can say is DAMN this feels good! Do I stay in my power every moment of every day? NO! As I have said many times, I am not perfect, and I don't do everything perfectly. But what is so completely awesome is that I don't have to be perfect. I can correct and change course and discover my way and figure it out, stumble and fall and get back up and still be MARVELOUS. Do I always feel marvelous? NOPE, falling on your butt doesn't feel good, but I can get up and continue on and look back and know that I don't have to do that again. Or even if I choose to do that thing I know isn't in my best interest again, eventually stopping myself and taking tiny baby steps in the right direction whining and crying all the way. And when I can take a deep breath and stop myself and tell my head to SHUT UP and put on some music and sing out loud (with my doggies looking at me like I'm crazy) and shake my hips, or put on a hot outfit and strut my DIVA sexy fabulous self and just allow my inner beauty to shine forth brightly - I can truly say DEAR GOD THANK YOU, I AM TRULY GRATEFUL. I send you all love, light, peace and healing energy. Theresa S. |
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