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1/24/2013 3:46:53 PM | Hello Fellow Warriors, After eating some raw cashews my allergies went into full swing. Or was it a detox reaction? Who knows? Still sneezing, nasal drip, etc., but taking my herbs and supplements. Noticed that my purging of white fibers and hairs has dramatically decreased! Still purging black fungal hairs, some long, some short, some black, some black and white, mostly whisper thin. Purging specs - skin cells maybe, maybe bio film, maybe other toxins. Who knows? As I read the posts, one thing that strikes me is how I could relate to how people feel about having this acute Candida, parasite, hyper toxicity issue. When I first developed symptoms, I was scared, no terrified and hopeless. Now? Dare I say, I AM GRATEFUL. How so? Because Candida, parasites, toxicity is the least of what my issues were and are. Dealing with and confronting what has really been going on in my body, mind and spirit has been the greater reward. Over and over again, I see people say, I am so sorry you are a new member of the Morgellon's club. I had stopped claiming dis-ease long ago. And for new WARRIORS, I welcome you to the club of those choosing to live their lives conscientiously and awakened. WELCOME! I can hardly imagine that from less than 1 short year ago, (TIME FLYS) that at this point, my life is about health and wellness and not about dis-ease. I look and most days, I look and feel 20 years younger. Sometimes when I have stuff coming out, I wonder - humm, wonder if that was cancer cells or some other toxic substance that my body just kicked to the curb? Ha-ha, Bye, Bye! There are so many issues of health that people now just take for granted and shrug their shoulders at and go pop a pill for. Meanwhile, it all builds up in our bodies and Viola! later on down the road, we are scratching our heads when serious illness hits us going, why me God, why me, I lead a healthy life! Never putting two and two together, never looking at the unhealthy stressful lives we live and the amount of unhappiness and complacency in which we lead our lives, all the unhealthy foods we consume and the toxic physical and emotional relationships and have no clue as to why we are sick. I strongly believe that dis-ease starts as a spiritual sickness. This spiritual sickness moves through our physical, emotional and mental being. It is like a toxin that slowly poisons everything. I had convinced myself I had a good life but ok, my finances sucked, some on my relationships sucked and I hated my job. Um, seriously? Just as dis-ease can't be compartmentalized, neither can unhappiness. It seeps into everything. There are moments when absolute fear shook me to my core. Fear is a SPIRITUAL DEMON and will, if you allow it to, TAKE YOU OUT! Believe me, I was almost there. Then I was given the answer, not to just healing my body, but healing my spirit, body and life! I am, for sure, still on my journey. But each day, the clarity comes a little bit more and I can sit back and go, OHHH! I don't try to be perfect anymore. I know when the time comes God, speaking thru my body and spirit will guide me in the right direction. Now if I choose to resist, well that's usually when STUFF happens and I get my butt kicked and I will self correct. It's those OK, OK GOD, I hear you moments! My answers, are not outside of me. I've had the answers all along, although, now I do know more today than I ever did. But I am also more open to examining myself and being honest with myself. While I am still in the process of examining and adjusting many, many things in my life, including beliefs (or agreements) that I have long held, relationships that no longer serve my best interests and unhealthy, damaging habits, I embark on this journey one day at a time. I have found that seeking perfection or trying to get every PERFECT is a distraction from my anxiety. I realized this when I was trying to clean my house every two seconds, change the sheets every day and boil my clothes! It was a PRISON self created to deal with my fear and anxiety and feelings of helplessness. Every living being, has yeast, fungus, parasites and toxins in them. EVERY LIVING BEING! Men, Women, children, pets, plants, animals, earth, air, water - everything! Even if I lived in a sterile bubble, guess what? It wouldn't be sterile any more because I'm in it. So my best defense is a healthy and strong spirit, body and mind. The body, can't be truly healthy without a healthy spirit and mind. My life is a reflection of my true health! My life is a result of my emotions, health, thoughts and actions. Can things just happen to me? Sure. But the more I reflect on my life, the more I realize that usually when I dig deep, my choices lead me on a particular path - good or bad. I am truly tired and done with the bad stuff, time to move in the direction of my highest and greatest good! I look at the small group of Warriors that is developing here. And I think to myself, the movement has started. Quietly, the energy of consciousness is spreading to over come the darkness. More and more warriors are joining the movement. We are NOT stricken, we have been CHOSEN. CHOSEN to RAISE Consciousness and spread the light. As we heal, we are sharing what we know with others and they are sharing it too with family and friends. This light continues to heal and lift others out of darkness. People are getting delivered, not just from ill health, but an ILL LIFE. This is too AWESOME! I welcome all newcomers, not to the club of the stricken, but to the family of those choosing to live conscientiously and aware. I send you love, light and healing. As you get stronger and continue on your journey, you too will be able to do the same and the light, love and healing will continue on. GOD IS AWESOME! Theresa S. |
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