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Original 7/28/2013 Post | |
Carol 7/28/2013 9:50:26 AM | Hello, I was able to purchase the protocol for my first month thanks to a loving and understanding friend. I planned to continue the protocol on my own, as there were already notable improvements in my health; however, I had an unexpected temporary financial setback and just could not afford to replenish my supply. I e-mailed Mel and asked him if the foundation could help me. I thought to myself, I know funds must be limited as there are thousands of people with Morgellons around the world today searching for a cure, many I am sure that have fallen into financial hardship. Imagine my delight when Mel called me and said "Yes! We can help you." I received my precious packages just last week. I owe a big Thank You to the He Cures All Foundation for helping me and others like myself suffering with Morgellons to obtain the Burgstiner Wellness Protocol items we so desperately need but cannot afford. Thanks to those whose generous donations are saving lives by making these precious products available, those whose time and efforts make it all work, the helpful caring people at Logos Nutritionals, A2Z, and God for being with me all the way. Words cannot express how grateful I really am. I would like to tell you a little about myself. I am 54 and a native Californian who until now has lived a very active lifestyle. I enjoy spending time with my dear friend and roommate, reading, domestic activities, volunteering at a women's shelter, helping the homeless, camping and fishing in the Sierras, river rafting, off roading, motorcycle riding, trips to Mexico and just about anywhere else! Oh and I love animals too. Additionally, I completed the University of California Irvine's certificate program in Human Resource Management and spent the majority of my career as a Human Resource Director. Today I prefer Administrative Assistant/Front Office Reception work although currently I am on temporary state disability. There is so much more that I'd like to do and accomplish in my lifetime! A friend of mine handed down her older laptop to me as I'd been without my own personal computer for about two years. As soon as the WiFi was installed I went online and typed in "What are fibers coming out of sores in my skin?" I was startled to find so many sites came up that referred to Morgellons. All I had to do was read a little about it and look at some pictures and videos to know without question that I have it. I've spent hours upon hours researching this multifaceted disease that manifests itself in many ways in different people. Symptoms vary. Many of my symptoms I've read about, some of them I haven't come across yet and I've read about symptoms that other people have that I haven't experienced. Up until about three months ago I hadn't confided in my friends, family or psychiatrist about what was happening to me for fear of being thought of as creepy or labeled with Delusional Parasitosis. I felt so lost and lonely with nowhere to turn. Convinced I have Morgellons I finally decided to confide in some trusted friends. A couple of friends who are like family to me have accepted what I say as truth and believe and they have become my biggest emotional support system aside from God. Some think my story just seems too far out and crazy and my first samples "look like dead skin and fuzz." A couple of dear friends who I know have my best interests at heart and are still there for me but remain skeptical, choose to believe the Mayo Clinic's answer to Morgellons with the thought that it is a reliable institution. We talk about my condition but at the end of the conversation they often ask me if I'm still seeing my psychiatrist on a regular basis. The answer is "Yes." I'm glad to say my psychiatrist knows me well enough to know I'm not delusional and has noted in my chart that I do indeed have Morgellons. I came across a website for a doctor specializing in Morgellons who happened to be in my area. I made an appointment and went in for a consultation and biopsy of a lesion. In the discussion I was asked a series of questions including have I ever had silicone implants of any kind including mesh as it is known to cause symptoms of Morgellons. I answered "no." Then I was asked if I ever used pesticides while gardening as they contain Silica and Silicon Dioxide. I said "I loved to garden and used several types of pesticides quite often for years." And so according to the doctor's report microscopic lesions in my skin revealed the diagnosis of Perforating Collagenosis combined with silica and collagen changes and openings in the deeper part of the skin to the surface. (I believe these openings are the lines.) Review of the clinical lesions of my skin combined with microscopic findings revealed what is commonly known as "Morgellons." The doctor's report went on to say my problem is due to exogenous environmental toxicity of silicon silica, which is present in many products such as the pesticides used in gardening. I purchased the doctors kit to rid my skin of Morgellons though it was very expensive. It contained three types of soaps, a topical spray and a topical cream. I was to shower three times a day using a different soap for my body and hair morning, noon and night. Then I was to use the spray all over my body to open my pores, wait ten minutes and then apply the cream over my entire body, massage in well and leave it on until my next shower. I was to continue this regimen for three days to three weeks depending on how infested I was. In addition I was to eat a healthier diet, never wear the same clothes twice, wash my bedding, disinfect, clean and vacuum my entire home every day to ensure my environment was disinfected. I tried the ritual the doctor prescribed for a month and amazingly the showering, soaps, spray and cream brought more critters and what I call "Fiber Bundles" out than I could I could have ever imagined I had in my skin. (I call them fiber bundles because they consist of tightly wrapped fibers in the middle with long strands growing out of the center usually black, white or clear in color.) The problem for me was that I was so full of critters I had to wait until my next shower to wash them off and I certainly couldn't go out or see anyone that way and they never completely went away though I purchased several kits which were very costly. I was to change my clothes three times a day, wash three sets of towels and washcloths and my bedding which meant laundering two loads a day in a laundry room using detergent, borax and anti-static dryer sheets at $1.75 per load. The fatigue I had previously been feeling had doubled. I just couldn't keep up with the routine nor afford it any longer. I was exhausted and I knew the sickness was inside of me also and I needed to do something different for my whole body, inside and out. My prayers were answered right away when I came across Mel's website entitled "How I cured Morgellons." I read his story and browsed through the site for hours over several days thinking "Wow! This site has everything I'll need to meet people like myself and get well I just know it." After viewing so many downright scary sites about Morgellons, it was and is a breath of fresh air to become involved with a site where there are so many positive rays of hope for healing, several methods of interaction with others that are current and up to date and a protocol that can be purchased which nurtures the whole body and not just the skin that has been proven to successfully cure Morgellons. I love the fact that Mel gives the glory to God for his healing! I really wanted to try the Protocol but that I had a bit of brain fog and was confused as to whether or not the protocol would work without the antibiotic the doctor prescribed for Mel called Bactrim so I decided to e-mail Mel and ask him leaving my phone number. He answered my e-mail with a resounding Yesssss! I was so glad when he followed up his e-mail with a phone call right away. He asked me to just listen as he told me about Olive Leaf Extract which replaces the Bactrim. I told him that was all I needed to know; I was going to order the protocol right away. And that wasn't all. Mel said he was going to have Bill contact me to discuss coaching me through my recovery! He ended the call by saying, "Now lets get you well!" There is now a light at the end of the tunnel I am glad to say. Since I started the protocol all of my sores have healed with the exception of one on the back of my head, and the nests are gone. I am not feeling as much pain inside and my digestive process is approaching normal. This is wonderful considering I've only been on the protocol just over a month. I obtained a small microscope and have begun to examine the critters and debris up close. Thanks to the website I am learning about the fungus and it's role in the disease. It now appears to me that the fibers, many I can now see slowly moving, may be made of silica as the doctor suggested. They are encased in the fungus, which takes on various forms. Most of the critters in this stage have what to me look like antennas, and there are different types sometimes more than one. Some of the critters also seem to have what look like stingers, and some look like they have a head and a tail. I believe in my case, the fibers eventually grow out of the fungus, shed it and become fiber bundles that continue to grow. The fungus appears to have the capacity to break down into individual cells and group together again. In addition to orally taking the protocol, I also use the MMS topically on my skin. I mix 12 drops in a small spray bottle and spray it all over and massage it in well. The MMS seems to dissolve and kill the fungus while flushing out smaller critters, which under the microscope are mainly made of fiber, some of them are soft and some are hard. Once I have gone over my entire body I get into the shower and rinse it all off with a clean wash cloth and dry off with a clean towel. Though I do this once a day and it works for me, I don't recommend using MMS topically on children and if one chooses to use it this way it would be at one's own risk. I really like my coach Bill, he is a wealth of information in combating Morgellons, and having 18 months on the protocol and a high alkaline diet, he is a good role model. I am so glad to be able to pick up the phone and call him whether I am up or feeling down because he understands. If I don't call him for a while, he will call me to see how I'm doing and sends me all kinds of information via e-mail. I am so happy that I have become a part of this very positive group of people from different parts of the country and the world. I can start looking forward again and I'm looking forward to the day I'll hold hands with Mel, Bill and others who have or are recovering from Morgellons at the pond where Mel lives in Reno. We are all reaching toward the same goal, healing from Morgellons so that we can become healthy once again and live our lives to the fullest! Blessings to All, Carol |
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Lea 9/23/2013 11:23:51 PM | Hi Amber , my name is Lea. I just read your post and my heart goes out to you! Seems that we all have been led to the best possible site. Although dealing with this for 3 years(other protocols) we are just stating on Mel's now and it's a total of 4 plus our dog. Husband I'd fine! So three kids and myself. Anyhow, I just wanted to introduce myself as I feel any and all support from each other can only help in our battle to beat this thing(can't even bring myself to say word). So happy that you and your family will be getting assistance from the foundations as it seems that you all have been through a lot thus far. This will be the beginning of a new journey to heal the body,mid and soul from this disease!! |
Amber 9/22/2013 3:39:03 PM | I am writing to say thank you! Like many of you living this, my family and I are having such a hard time financially. This came in to our lives after 3 years of cancer treatment for my youngest son. We were already completely strapped. Myself and the rest of my family have this 6 of us total. My son who had cancer and I are the worst. I found this site after fighting 'invisible bugs ' for 2 months prior and buying and trying everything known to man. When I figured out what we had I didn't know how I would afford all of this and a new expensive diet. I had to choose to buy supplements or pay bills. I started my family on the diet got the supplements and we started to see results in 2 weeks. I also had to give up my job of 4 years due to the fact that I worked with kids and just couldn't risk it...not to mention I was in no shape to work. I received a call from Mel a few days ago saying I would be getting some help from the foundation ...of course I cried like a baby. I am so much more than thankful for this! I would also like to thank everyone else that has taken the time to offer advice to me, cry with me, and pray with me.... I have so much love for all of you! Blessings, Amber |
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