Khaz
8/9/2014
12:35:52
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Hey guys, i am new to this forum and i dont even know where to start..
Okay, im a 17 years old living in new zealand...
i really dont know how i got this, for some reason i started feeling weird moving sensations all over my body. it started on my legs and it moved up till i feel like theres something inside my head... the doctors think im delusional and they thought it'll be a good idea to send me to the psychiatrist, she prescribed me risperidone. and its not helping at all. so i researched my symptoms and thats when i found out about morgellons..
im really hoping i dont have this disease.... i dont know if the fibers im seeing is from my clothing or actually coming out of my skin..
how do i find out?
also when i cough and spit my phlegm.. theres these brown spots.
i also get muscle spasm.. like i know thats normal.. but having them in 2 or 3 parts of my body while im trying to sleep, is not normal..
i really dont know what to do... i was talking to this guy over the internet who said he was going to help me and he lived in new zealand. he was going to send me some medication for free to try it out and see if i get better and i can start getting them myself. but after he said he was going to send it. he stopped replying to me and i felt really gutted cause i thought i was going to get some help. he seemed like a genuine guy and im worried why he stoped replying.. could he have died from this disease? i dont know >.<
anyway. my symptoms are weird... i sometimes hear tick noises coming from my head. i feel this static weird electricity sensations too... i also see floaters alot... and some of the dots are like in my vision already and it' follows where ever i look... but they disappear sometimes.
i have got moles popping out of nowhere. i feel/hear weird movements in my ear when im trying to sleep.
are these some signs that i got morgellons?
i am not getting any rashes yet but i dont want it to get worse..
please help!
thanks ..
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