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How I Cured Morgellons
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Vin 8/16/2016 5:28:43 AM | Hello to everyone on this site… My name is Vin, & I decided to start chatting on this site because the energy feels very good here, & the people seem very nice… & plus, it's positive, & all about healing & curing… which I intend to do! I have to say that yesterday, I was a complete mess when I realized that I may very well have this "condition" - and after all of my research last night, it all just seems to be pointing towards this… So I just wanted to share my story, & just see what you guys had to say / share (if anything). It's a little long winded, and I apologize for that, but I'm just very nervous & scared right now... My "awareness" of this whole thing happened a couple of weeks ago, when I started to feel something crawling on me while I was in bed. I had actually been feeling this for a while, but always dismissed it as "it's probably just a small bug that got under the blankets somehow"… But after this continuously happening, one night (after feeling yet again something crawling on me), I decided to move very slowly & grab (whatever) was on my shoulder while laying in bed, & when I did, I had this "black spec" in between my fingers… I had never seen a bug like this before, couldn't really make it out, so I took a picture of it, so I could enlarge it (to see what it was), fearing that I might have an infestation of whatever these things are, & just couldn't believe how strange (& ugly) this thing was, not to mention, my red flags going up when I noticed these "fibers" underneath this thing (like not legs, but tentacles of some sought), & also, when enlarged, I noticed that thing actually had a bluish color to it as well... So this makes me jump out of bed, & thoroughly start to investigate my sheets with the light from my phone, & sure enough, I find a couple more of these black specs in the bed. So I gathered them, & put them on a white piece of gum (that I was actually chewing at the time) so I could take a better picture of them (on a white background). All 3 looked very similar (same type of bug), with these really strange "tentacles" underneath their bodies… I was completely baffled & freaked out - & the fact that they were in my bed freaked me out even more… So now I'm thinking that I have some type of serious bug infestation in my apartment… So with that, I do a complete overhaul of cleaning, massive vacuuming, stripped the bed down, inspected mattress & box spring, wash everything, then I spray the entire apartment (inside & out) with a professional grade pesticide that usually wipes out ANY bug problem... A week goes by, I don't see anything, feel anything, etc… then one morning I wake up, & see one of these black specs on my bed again… & then one in the living room on my computer. So now I freak, strip the bed again, & bomb the entire apartment with foggers… Few days later, I return to my place with all new sheets, comforter, pillows, etc… thinking that whatever was there, definitely can't be there any more… Couple of days go by, & sure enough, black specs on the bed again… I take more pictures, they all seem to be this extremely disturbing looking "bug" with these tentacles under it (& it gets me thinking that these things almost look like something you'd see only under a microscope, like an amoeba, or a hydra or something… But this time, after really looking over the bed, I notice that there are other "things" in the bed that I just KNOW aint right, & possibly part of this whole problem… like I saw a couple of things that looked like a tiny white worm, almost like a maggot, & something else that looked like an orange brown spear or something… just really WIERD stuff that just makes me think something is very wrong here (especially after all of the cleaning, spraying, & bombing!)... So i start doing searches on the internet, day after day… "little black bugs" "tiny black bugs with tentacles" "black specs" etc… & just couldn't find ANY pictures that looked like this thing… Then last night, I came across something that said "new alien hair disease" or something like that, with a picture of what finally looked very close to what I was trying to find, which then lead me to all of these "Morgellon" sites... So after spending an entire night reading up on all of this, & then putting together some pieces of the puzzle, like some rashes I've recently gotten, & the feelings of something crawling on me (when there's nothing there), plus now seeing many similar looking pictures of these "fiber bugs" - and then, actually noticing a fiber under my skin (which I never noticed before because I never looked), it was all just very conclusive that I have this problem, & after reading so many "horror stories" about this, & about how it's so rare & unknown, with no treatments or cures, & how people suffer for years, it all just REALLY freaked me out last night… All day today, I was a wreck… I couldn't focus at work, was just very depressed about all of this, & I'm very scared with a lot of questions… I'm a little better tonight after reading up some more about this, and about how it seems to have a common denominator with Borrelia, & Lymes disease… which I know is treatable, so that made me feel a little better, but still very scared about this all… I'm concerned about not being able to be with people now, playing with my niece & nephew, dating, sex, etc… is my life over? All of this now feels like a HUGE unknown to me, & it's devastating… Again I apologize for the long winded story, but like I mentioned earlier, I just get a good vibe from the people on this site, & I just wanted to say hello & share my story… I do have to say that I'm grateful to still feel relatively healthy, & fortunately my skin only seems to have some small minor irritations… I do work out, bike, & try to eat healthy, but I have also been under a lot of stress lately, & I think this was sign & a wake up call to take care of this situation now! I get very strong willed & determined when I get backed into a corner like this, & I'm already knowing that I have to change my diet, & do whatever else I can to strengthen my immune system, because if there is anything that I DO know, it's this… Whatever this thing is, it has to be beaten from the inside out! And I DO believe our bodies can definitely overcome this, we just need to help it by strengthening it! I just have 2 burning questions: 1. I'm concerned that this is contagious…? I've read that it's most likely not, & I've also read that maybe it is… it's just really baffling to me that this "thing" is such an unknown at this point… my gut feeling is that it's not, because like I said, I have a feeling that I may have had this in me for a while now… maybe a year or two… but now am concerned about others... 2. Are the black specs actually bugs?? Like is my apartment infested with these things?? Or are they bugs that come out of the body?? Or, are they even bugs at all?? Are these things just "dead releases" of bizarre skin cells from the body?? May God Bless Us All, & Help Us All to HEAL!! Thank you all again, & I look forward to talking with you all! :) |
Adrianne 9/16/2016 9:16:05 AM edit upload | Hi Vin~ I was a neurotic mess when I first got this. There's something really scary about not knowing what's wrong you and your condition is getting worse at a rapid rate. After finding Mel's site and cutting out all the carbs and fruit I was eating, I started doing a lot better. I still have a day probably once a week where I have a breakdown from the stress or work, finances, cleaning, etc. I threw out my mattress and bought a Coleman air mattress. It has a suede like top that's apparently made of plastic and says anti microbial. I don't trust anything that claims to be anti microbial. I vacuum the top of it everyday. I tossed out my couches before I switched apartments too. I bought a Simmons leather sectional from Big Lots. My bed pillows have plastic bags over them. The couch was 700 bucks and after the cost of moving and protocol supplements, I didn't have a dollar to my name, but it's the best 700 dollars I ever spent. Very easy to lint roll a leather couch. If it helps any, keep in mind not everything you see is Morgellons. Take precautions ... but remember not every piece of lint is threatening. When you find one that's white and appears to have a bright blue head... Don't freak out, just dispose of it. After I found this site I never went back to any other sites. They only increased my stress and their mantra seemed to be "it's not curable". The problem with this belief is the uncured have no idea how they should be treating this. They're eating too many carbs like the average person, not washing their sheets in MMS, thinking there's no hope because they can't find a doctor who knows what this is... The mind is a very powerful weapon. If I'm not mistaken, Mel had this for THREE years. I believe God waited to cure him so he could stand as a testimony for those who felt there was no hope. He was past middle aged, no doubt had full blown morgellons - he couldn't walk at one point, and had lesions all over his whole body...but most importantly he was mentally strong. He believed he could overcome this. The Lord did not give this disease to Mel, but chose him to educate all of us that there is HOPE and this IS curable. I'm still amazed that back when there was no community like this, of people getting better, Mel didn't lose HOPE!!!! |
Shari 9/15/2016 8:30:55 AM edit upload | Hi Vin! What's up and welcome! I have a lot I want to say about your post, especially regarding actual bugs and how it sometimes can be related to mold and Morgellons. My Lyme fog is too much tonight 2 days before full moon and all. 3 things: 1)I am/was an avid list maker. 2) There is and you WILL find HOPE here. 3) There is a chock full of info in the forums - read them and get real answers! I will be back and I look forward to talking with you, too! May God Bless You, Shari |
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