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Jane 7/2/2016 1:31:28 AM | Greetings to all, I'm quietly celebrating tonight because I have just successfully completed my very first day on Mel's protocol. I feel accomplished and that I am basking in positive vibes. I'm looking forward to completing my first month so that I can add in the extension kit and the MMS. I've been aware of that I had the dreaded M since January of this year, right around my 55th birthday. Not the 'gift' I was hoping for:( At first, I was totally freaking out, but I soon realized that my loss of control was totally counter productive to my own healing and wellbeing. So I settled down (with the help of my loving husband) and went about the business of fighting this thing with all that I have. In the months that followed I started taking some Sovereign Silver and some Olive Leaf Extract and also take nightly long baths with various treatments. I also treat myself topically with Coconut Oil. When I began to feel a bit better I began a more deep cleaning of my environment and clothing. For the first 3 months or so I spend all of my energy just trying to become somewhat comfortable in my own skin. Anyone whom M affects will totally understand what I meant by that statement. As soon as I could successfully lift my head off of the pillow, I began reading everything I could on the Internet, incessantly consulting "Dr. Google" in an effort to find my cure. I am a spiritual being and felt strongly that God was reassuring me that I will, in time, be fully cured. I can't adequately explain how I was reassured by God, it's just an inner feeling that I have that I must stop the whole freaking out thing, so that's exactly what I have done. I needed to all of my energy into finding the help I so desperately need. I needed to stop giving M the control. I needed to learn patience. So as I write, I'm doing much better than those dark days and nights (particularly nights) when M first raised its ugly head. I'm still chronically fatigued and still have daily skin issues that I will detail another time, but I'm now at the point where I have several hours most days where I feel somewhat normal. I'm nowhere near cured, but I can function much better now, mentally and physically. The thing is, that's not good enough.. God has promised me that I can be WELL LIKE MEL, and as hard as that is to achieve, that is what I want more than anything. The stopgap protocol that I put together has only got me so far. It became obvious to me that I needed to reach out for help. So here I am Warriors, IM ASKING FOR HELP in the form of advice and coaching. I can not do this alone. If I had gotten in the protocol as soon as I became aware that I was affected by M, I would be that much closer to my complete cure by now. But we can not live with regrets so I don't dwell there, I only know that I'm here and fully committed. I will make posts here regularly to introduce myself more and give updates, I will continue to read read read this website, I will purchase and take my vitamins exactly as the protocol calls for, I will adhere to the diet (I have already lost over 30 llbs,)i will continue to deep clean my environment, whatever I need to do.... I have several strong motivations, my husband, two grown daughters, 3 beautiful grandchildren, two loyal doggies and the life I really want to live. They are all patiently waiting for me to get well. In an effort not to make my posts too too long, I will stop here for tonight. I'm where I'm supposed to be, right here with all of you. I'm grateful that you all are here even though I wish we were meeting under different circumstances. I'm a good friend if anyone needs one. Sincerely and with love Jane |
Ruth 8/4/2016 3:26:01 AM | Hello Jane, It is great to read that you are on your way with the protocol and already starting to feel more energy and well being. Yes its quite weird drinking the MMS isn't it but well done! Its been great to hear your voice on the Saturday calls and hopefully I will be able to join in on one soon - probably next month. You sound to be tackling everything so well and with such a positive attitude and with the knowledge that God is with you in it all. I'm praying for you Jane as I do for everyone who posts their story and takes part in the calls. Its so wonderful to be part of the community here and to be able to support one another. Love Ruth |
Paula 8/4/2016 9:02:37 AM edit upload | Hello All! Thank you Peter and Kelly for your response and encouraging words. I am now committed to post on this site. At first I wanted to wait to post so I could have a cute topic, something that would catch your attention! But that topic would have never been thought of, after all its not about the wording of the topic, Its about whats in your heart and what is going on at that moment. So this is whats going on with me as to date. Before I started MMS I was drinking coffee and didn't want to give it up! I read on Mel's website and heard it in the conference calls that you shouldn't really drink coffee but I wasn't ready to give it up! I put my morning coffee in a blender with some coconut oil and organic butter and It was tasty! As i was waiting for my second month of protocol and my MMS to get here i was doing some research and found this website that talked about MMS and on the site he said that if you drink coffee with MMS it will lessen the effect, so guess what? I wasn't about to let something interfere with my protocol and my healing! I quit cold turkey the first day on MMS and I had a slight headache, wasn't even that noticeable. I believe it was different because I was already taking the other vitimins. I have tried to give up coffee in the past and the headache from them was unbearable! Good vitimins! Thank you John and Glenn and the Logos company! I am on my second month of the basic and the extension protocol. I am about to start my 3 drops of mms on Sunday, I get excited when I get to add another drop! I was scared to start it at first, but yet wanting to experience what everyone was saying about MMS! The first week I started MMS I got really tired, it lasted a couple of days. 2 drops, I had a lot of leg pain, and now waiting with excitement for what 3 drops will bring!( I am also nervous and scared but trusting God for the outcome) I ask you guys to pray for me and my family. My husband and I have 5 kids and 2 grandbabies with one on the way and I believe they all have morgellons, except not sure about the new baby. I am the only one that can feel it. I have tried to share what was going on with me and none of them believe there is something wrong with me. My husband is coming around slowly and has agreed to take the protocol along with the only child we have left at home. Ok wow, enough for now. |
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