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3/27/2012 11:40:09 AM | Week 23... Hi everyone... Today, I'm feeling tired, and blah in general. Of course you know what that means, don't you? Something is dying off...so, while I feel a general malaise... on the inside, I'm dancing. ;-) So, yes...while last week was all about the purging. The last couple of days have been about feeling 'off', or 'weird', or tired and sleepy. As has been stated many times, this condition seems to work in layers. That's why it's important to commit to the entire 18 months. As, you do have days when you think you're done, only to find out days later you were done with that layer. So, seriously...commit, discipline yourself and stay on the protocol. Along with the lethargy/malaise...I've notice achiness in different joints over the last few days. Again...this is part of the healing. I'm convinced that as you get better, your body will let you know by being uncomfortable for a day or so. This stuff let's you know when it's there, and let's you know when it's leaving. And, that's good, because sometimes the progress can be so subtle, you're not sure what the heck is going on. And, other times, it can be so horrendous, you're convinced you're not getting better, but, you actually are. So...that's why you've really got to monitor yourself. Monitor your purge cycles, your discomfort, your pain. Is it getting better? Is it getting worse before it gets better? That's what the thread post has been for me-- A way to monitor myself and my progress. And, I'm glad you all have benefited from it. I look forward to the time where I'm no longer purging from my skin, and I do not have to carry a lint roller while wearing black. But, all in all...I'm getting all of back one day at a time. And, the new version will be so much better than the new. Thanks again for all your kind thoughts, words and support. If you're still here, still reading the post, still working the protocl,then you are winning and you are getting better! ;-) Much love and light. Monica |
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