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11/27/2012 12:25:54 PM | Week 56. As, I write this it's a cold, damp, gray day in NYC. And, I have a detox headache... Candida is very angry with me... I keep killing it off. :-) It seems that I'm truly in a great place with my detox. I'm constantly purging fungal hairs... the cycles are closer together and seem to last longer. I feel as if the last hold outs, perhaps the 'oldest' culprits are finally giving up and dying off. But, it isn't without discomfort. There's been a noticible uptick in the prickling feeling as these fungal hairs come out. And, while it is definitely mostly in my scalp. I have noticed things in my arm here, my side there. The bottom of feet sometimes... In other words, random places. It's no longer just the fungal rhizoids, but, the baby fuzzies, the little tiny balls of candida. Everybody wants out, and I'm totally fine with that--I encourage it... Get out!!! ;-) A major piece of news I wanted to share was this: Last year prior to finding this site, I did a full-body bentonite clay mask. While it was helpful, it was also painful. Bentonite clay calls to the moregellons and I experienced a lot of purging of everything from specks--both black and white, to plastic-looking stuff, to what seemed to be crystals. I left the clay on for an hour, and it was a very uncomfortable hour, let me tell you! Most recently, after my fake flu, I decided to do another Bentonite full body mask. I honestly, couldn't tell you why, I just felt the need to. Here's the good news. NOTHING, I MEAN NOTHING, NOTHING CAME OUT! I discussed this with Mel, and we both agree... this is a HUGE SIGN that I'm almost fully recovered. I knew in the moment where I didn't feel a constant popping, or stabbing or prickling that the majority of the 'stuff' was gone. You should know that the bentonite clay doesn't call candida... so, fungal hairs do not respond to it. So, where am I??? I'm in a major fungal detox, that's where I am. And, obviously I'm winning. I am still dropping weight, which is good. But, I've noticed that my sinuses are putting up quite the fight. Candida likes to live in the sinuses and brain, hello brain fog. And, apparently, in this area of the body its easier to purge from your actual scalp, face, eyes, nose and mouth than it is to go through the intestinal systems. So, if you find a 'hair' on your face, you're purging. ;-) There are more stuffy noses, more mysterious headaches, the cracking in my neck is more frequent than its been in months. Like I said... I made Candida really mad. ;-) While some might panic and think that this means I'm getting sicker, I've been on this journey long enough to discern a heavy detox from getting sick. If you follow the protocol, if you maintain your diet, you are going to go through many, many, many layers of detox. A lot of them will look and feel alike, but, if you pay attention, you'll notice the subtle differences. Things will come, and go and come again. Not all colonies of this stuff are living in the same area of your body--not all will die off at the same time. Some have stronger biofilm then others, so it will take longer to kill them. But, this is no reason to stop the protocol, or to get discouraged. These are parasites whose lives depend on yours, they, like all life forms will not die quietly, or easily. The only thing that will rid you of parasites, or parasitic fungus and bacteria--is your will and committment to use every day, to kill them off. Do not let up...ever! Because this truly is a war for your body--they need your body to live, and so do you. Understand? So, morgellons, candida and all their parasitic friends want to live just as much as you do...so, expect them to put up a fight. You need only to commit yourselves to fight longer and harder. That's how you cure yourself! Use these tools, and do not ever put them down...ever. No matter what, no matter the discomfort--and there will be a lot of it... Keep going! Morgellons doesn't sleep, candida doesn't sleep, so you cannot sleep on healing yourselves. I'm so very grateful to be able to share this news with all of you. Everything I've been through has been worth it--even as I have purging happening right now in my scalp. These parasitic beings of nature, possibly tampered with--cannot, and will not live longer than my desire to live. I'm a fighter, I'm a winner. And, so are you. Much love and much light. Monica |
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