Amanda R
11/16/2016
8:55:33 PM | Thank you everyone, I have been in denial about this becuase its easer to numb away. I live with my family, and I wish I never have. I have been laying in bed these few days staring at a wall. Ii am so scared and afraid, I am having anxiety attacks throughout the day. If it's okay I would love to talk to mel or anybody gong through this. I am so scared it's dangerous. i want my family to be safe and maybe thats without me. The fear is unbearable and I don't want my family to become sick or my dad will lose his job and we may become homeless. I don't think I can fight this anymore. I am not relgious but I will try to connect with God. It feels like the world is crumbling in front of me. I'm sorry to vent. |
