LM22
12/25/2009
8:20:42 AM | I got the results back from my blood work. I really wasn't to suprised to here that my thyroid is hyper, my lymphosites were decrease, that he found no major infections (yet I still have wounds that are 3 months old that still haven't healed). He basically patted me on the back and said you're 'ok'. What a joke. I know I'm not ok. The bite on my abdomen feels as though it is a hardened mass in my gut. I am barely eating, it hurts to much. I have dropped 2 pant sizes in just 3 months. I am continuing with the bactrim, and am trying to raise the money for the rest of the protocol products. The blood tests cost $400.oo and at Christmas time. This really blows. I spent my birthday last week alone, and sobbing hysterically. My family is insisting that I attend Christmas dinner, I'm scared. I DO NOT want to infect my mother or my kids. I know that God has a plan for me and he will use my situation for His Good Deeds. I just wish I could see a light at the end of the tunnel. Is there a certain type of test I need take, in order for a Dr. to see what is happening? My boyfriend has a hard lump that is growing from under the skin of his bicep, similar to my abdomen. My mind races and races. After the beginning of the New Year, I will be obtaining some type of health care to help with some of the expenses. Sorry for the Novel.
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE. THANK YOU ALL FOR THE KIND WORDS. LM22 out. |
