Jeremy
2/24/2015
11:07:10 PM | I didn't want to write today but I feel it's important I do incase someone is reading this and going through similar Morg symptoms.
Today I woke up feeling like a zombie. Didn't care about anything, just going through the motions. I tried physical activity, meditating, even writing. Nothing helped. Now, suddenly the feeling has lifted. Its like the dark feeling never happened.
But it did.
I reached out to Shari, and she responded to me immediately letting me know it too is a symptom. (Shari, you are awesome.)
I thought there was something wrong with my mind today. I couldn't hang with my friends today because I honestly had no motivation to be around people.
I just don't want anyone getting lost in dark thoughts. This disease seems not just to be physical symptoms but emotional stuff, too. I hope everyone going through this can and will remember we are creatures of light and love and goodness.
If you lose site of that, turn to a friend, or a family member,or maybe someone who is also going through this like I did... but please push through it.
These things think we're dead. So they've tried invading us.
That's why we have to show them we are alive.
Each of us just has to fight through all the smoke and mirrors while we do just that. Don't listen to the deceptions. All this will pass. And in the end, the joke is on the Morgs.
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