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Nancy G
2/11/2013
3:23:07 PM MST


Leah- have Mel give you my number and we can talk on the phone if you like. I have Verizon and have to watch minutes but sure we can find some time to talk. I understand the morning feelings- I have the same thing when I wake up to face M again- it's the hardest thing I have ever done- I have children too and they keep me going if nothing else will. Perhaps we can find ways to encourage one another and share and support each other. I was thinking today of a story about Victor Frankyl ( sp??) I read a while back about his survival of Germany concentration camps and he said those that did not give up were the ones who found some sort of meaning to such a horrific situation. Well I am not sure how to find meaning in this, but maybe we can find meaning in it by believing we are here to help one another get through this and without us doing that many would not make it- maybe in helping each other we can survive this and get to the other side of it... give me a call if you would like --- I will do all I can to help us both stay in this- we all need people on the other side of the phone to cry with and share and just understand.... Love Nancy

Leah
2/10/2013
7:28:27 PM MST


Dear Nancy G

Thank you so much for encouraging me. I woke up this morning wishing so badly to stay in my dreams. I realized how afraid I am and my heart started racing and I felt a heat wave go over me. Mornings are very hard for me mentally and emotionally.
I know fear is the Enemy so I'm clinging to God and it is making a difference in my life. I'm so blessed to be in communication with all the wonderful souls here. Your right God is in this fight and I know He hears each and every prayer we pray.
God bless everyone.


Nancy G
2/9/2013
7:40:39 PM MST


Hi Leah, You are in the right place if you desire to attempt to conquer this and who doesn't want to do just that! I can relate to your feelings and worries as I am sure everyone facing this can. In the beginning it is so challenging to deal with all that has to be done. I struggled and still do and felt a few times I would succumb to this as it was just to much to bear and handle as it challenges our security of our world on every level, but now in third month on protocol, I have learned to tame the fears( still a work in progress) and take one day at a time, strive for the sake of my children and stay on track. I wax and wane and have a long way to go and many times felt as stated that I would not make it this far- but I have and thanks to the wonderful people here ( understatement) and support from them and a few in particular who know who they are and who never allowed me to succumb to complete hopelessness and who prayed and cheered me on- and GOD and literally clinging to God, I have made some progress and you will too! God is in this fight- there is NO way God is not in this as so many people are benefiting and lives are being saved! That pokes Huge holes in the Darkness of Morgellons ... One day at a time.... Love Nancy G


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