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Lara
5/5/2015
2:52:26 AM


Newbie from South Africa here. After experiencing 'milder' Morgellons symptoms on and off for about a year (but not wanting to believe it), I found my health deteriorating quickly the last month and now realise I do, in fact, have full-blown Morgellons.

About 7 years ago, I came off allopathic medication, and my health was never the same. I suffer continued endocrine disruption, anxiety, hair loss, etc., so have been unable to leave the house most of this time.

I am very happy to have found Mel's site as I'm at my wits' end...marital strain, having to move in 8 weeks' time due to finances being depleted, itching and crawling now so intense that I'm almost suicidal, sudden dental deterioration, extreme anxiety and panic attacks. I regret reading the info on most other Morgellons sites -- the fear these sites instill is enough to weaken the strongest fighter.

So that's where I'm at. I've started reading through the forum and plan to start the protocol soonest. Just wanted to introduce myself so long. I'm hoping to find support here, as right now I feel my life is over. I am grieving all the time and have never been this scared in my life, but I know I'll pick myself up and become the warrior I have to be in order to beat this thing.

Love, light, and healing to all who read this...

Lara


Lara
5/11/2015
11:52:45 AM


Shari,

What HEART you have! I am so inspired :) I'm just blown away by the courage, wisdom, and compassion I've found here. I keep thinking, Where have all these folks BEEN my whole life?

Somewhere on this forum I read someone's remark that perhaps we're not afflicted...we're chosen. When I see the quality of the souls on here, I know it's true. As Peter said, we have the opportunity to rise to our noblest selves. Like you, Shari, I intend to embrace it fully!

Thank you for all the helpful links, and for being an example of a true warrior. So happy to have met you here.

Love and hope
Lara


Shari
5/10/2015
6:55:11 PM


Dear Lara,

Hi! I am glad to hear from you here. I'm excited for you! I see how strong you are going to be once you are armed with the information that is located in the forums of these pages.

I am so sorry to hear about your suicidal feelings! :( I for one can DEFINITELY relate! There was not a week that went by that I did not contemplate suicide when I first got this. Especially due to the CRAWLING. WHich I HATE.

I totally know the feeling and thoughts that gets us into suicidal mode and I completely understand - you are accepted. You are not alone! It's ok to feel that way. but know this, it WILL end. :)

You are going to get this thing. But forwarned is forarmed or something like that.. so READ READ and READ more.. post periodically. :) Arm yourself with knowledge first, Lara. Learn from the experiences of others who have gone before you - those who have been to hell and back and those who have only the battle scars to prove they were here!

Some cool starting pages I would recommend are: (copy and paste these in your browser for easy access)

FAQ's!! FAQs for sure! https://howicuredmorgellons.com/faq/

As Peter said: "For The Newly Stricken"
https://howicuredmorgellons.com/myforum/forthenewlystricke/

Diet will be your ally:
https://howicuredmorgellons.com/ArticlesandDiet/recipes/

https://howicuredmorgellons.com/ArticlesandDiet/shoppingonabudgetb/

The search engine is a great tool for finding threads also. Feel free to read my
harrowing journey from a reluctant warrior to now at https://howicuredmorgellons.com/myforum/reluctantwarriorne/

"Remain patient, develop faith, NEVER, ever give up HOPE!" :)

In Christ,
Shari



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