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4/1/2014 7:03:48 PM | Awwh, thanks Diana! I'm glad I can give you some hope, sometimes it's hard to stay positive myself. But day to day I keep getting better at thinking positively through this struggle! I will get there to being 100 % positive that I am going to win this, we all are. For we are all warriors. We can all fight and beat this, warriors with angel wings, in my opinion. We may look battered and beaten down, but with pure hearts and freeing our minds we CAN and we WILL conquer anything. Peter- I wasn't a believer. For a while, most of my life. This has brought me to believe in the higher power, to believe I'm not alone, to believe somebody put me here for a REASON. This has given me so much hope and so much faith in God... I have new faith. I do need to make the bible my best friend. I need to believe in his healing power, that He is always with me and I am never alone. Just me and God, I believe we are in this fight together and he is helping to show me the way of life. Oh, and I thought the underwear incident was bad. My socksies disappeared yesterday, that was an even tougher challenge considering my fear to walk around barefoot. I just curled my sweatpants over my feet and wore them baggy kinda sagging off of me. I'm silly. ;p My brain fog may be bad but at least my mindset is getting better. Oh, yesterday my best friend took me out shopping to the grocery store and we had a BLAST! I got really excited over finding coconuts, I've been looking everywhere for coconuts and finally found em at stop and shop along with the ripest most soft avocados I've ever had. I should've gotten more, they're so delicious! She thought it was so funny how I was screaming "I'm COOCOO for COCONUTS!" I was grinning and laughing and walking around the store screaming about delicious coconuts and avocados while she was in my trails with the shopping cart taking things off of the shelves and screaming about how boxed foods are killing our country and to (curesword) MASS PRODUCTION AND GMO STORES IN THE (curseword). She knows that stuff will make me sick and we believe it's what made me sick so she kinda went off on a tangent but it was prettyyyyy humorous. I'm getting better at living in the house and occupying myself. I can't wait to get more energy to sew and to try new things to occupy myself as well. I premade some eggs in muffin cups with veggies in them and baked them to make little quiche like things so I could just pop em in the microwave in the morning when Im too tired to cook and just eat a raw veggie on the side. Packed with spinach, veggies, spices... I accidently used too much salt though since it poured out kinda fast. Nothing like some salty egg muffin thingys, hah oh well. Lots of rosemary and garlic and paprika and pepper and thyme for me. ^_^ |
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