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How I Cured Morgellons
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Monique B. 6/5/2016 6:20:52 AM | Hello Mel and everyone. I am new to Morgellons and have recently (as in the past month) started experiencing symptoms: crawling sensations, white plastic things and threads, white specks, black specks, hair dryness and hair breakage. I am overwhelmed, anxious and depressed on most days. After cleaning, disinfecting and just doing my new MD routine for my clothes and body, I have no energy to go to work and get through work on a wing and a prayer on most days. I am a self-professed germaphobe who is completely disgusted and grossed out and scared about these things that are coming out of me. I can barely sleep through the night as I am awakened by something new going on or just the thought of these things makes my mind anxious. I am isolating myself from my friends and family members because I don't know if I'm contagious or not. Many don't even know what's going on with me because I'm too embarrassed to share these things. However, I am a Christian who has faith in God and knows God to be a healer. After scouring the Internet for everything and anything Morgellons related, I am so happy that I discovered this website and this community of MD overcomers and believers, as my Mom and family members (my usual support system) think I am paranoid and delusional when I attempt to educate, explain or share what's going on with me. I am going to Doctors right now trying to get the MD diagnosis. I am on a Parastoy Cleanse right now and in the process of changing my diet. I am making my way through all of the discussion board posts, diet and protocol plan, FAQs, etc for newbies. I just wanted to introduce myself and reach out for emotional support and prayers. This thing is scary, but I'm determined to beat it. God bless you all. Monique ("Mo") |
Monique B. 6/5/2016 3:37:23 PM edit upload | Thank you MB and Ruth for your warm welcome, kind words, and suggestions. I really appreciate that greatly. |
Ruth 6/5/2016 3:35:37 PM edit upload | Hello Monique, Welcome to the community here! I think we all find the morgellons symptoms frightening and its so hard when we're not believed by the people who normally support us. Reading through everything on this site is a great way to start. Its what I did first and took notes while I read - it felt as intense a study for me as if I was revising for an exam! I wanted to get all the information I needed to do it all right! I'm in my 10 month of the protocol now and am feeling so much better. While I was waiting for the supplements to arrive I changed my diet and the diet articles here will give all the information on what is needed. I've found that I can stick to the diet even when other family members around eat all sorts of things, even when I cook for others things that I won't eat myself its been fine, once I made the decision. What has helped me a great deal was knowing that finding this site was an answer to a desperate prayer I prayed one day knowing that I couldn't carry on anymore on my own. God showed me this site in a way that I knew it was the way forward and that belief has sustained me through the journey that at times is tough - no matter what others say about what I'm doing or how hard the choices are that have to be made, I have faith that this is what God has provided for me and is the way He is going to heal me. It has taken a lot of the fear away. I am so grateful for Mel, John and Peter and for everyone on this site. If you can join in on a Friday or Saturday call it is a great help to be able to ask questions and chat to others. I'll be praying for you, God bless, Ruth |
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