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How I Cured Morgellons
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12/2/2014 12:52:08 AM | Hi everyone I hope you are all feeling great today. My belated gratitude for what I can eat and what I can still do. WoW! I am playing it again and its helping me a bit. Firstly, I want to say God is amazing! The gift of salvation, his patience with us is more than enough to be thankful for. How dare me in my Thanksgiving post? I take it back! This has been a REALLY HARD week for me but hey, I am still alive, still grateful, still seeking Him and made it through this Thanksgiving only by the grace of GOD. How was it for you? I feel like list making so I will post differently than my usual. 1)GRATITUDE: I am tremendously grateful for this site, Mel and John for helping us, for each person who reads my posts and comments on it giving their wisdom, insight, experience and comfort. I am grateful to God that he has not left us in this affliction. We are suffering, but he is WITH us in it. On Thanksgiving night the crawling was crazy and the new itching was so bad ( I never had itching before) that I was again suicidal. Banging my head against the wall and crying, yelling and “just losing it.” My fiancée was very gentle with me. He just let me cry, took me in his arms, and gently whispered to me to remind me repeatedly that God is with me. God answers prayers. We will get through this. That he and God loves me and I really have so many things to still be grateful for. He said God has shaped me so much even up to this point through this illness. I am so grateful that he loves God and does not get irrationally depressed with this like I do. Charmaine: Thank you so much for your post. You made me cry all night with Jehovah’s message. I really needed to read that the other day. Now to stay focused on it! Praying for you now, too! 2)THE PROTOCOL/SYMPTOMS: So I am hitting 90 days on the protocol come December 8th! Wonderful Mel says I am 1/8 of the way to 18 months! Almost 60 days/8 weeks now on MMS. 11 drops (I keep telling myself as I drink the 8 oz “its lemonade” “its lemonade” :). My current symptoms are::> bites/bumps/lesion/pimple things (most are itching on face and neck right now-some scabbed up and have gone away, and some are still there and itching ALOT) I still have some burning/stinging (mainly my hands and feet). My aux body temperature is always in the 95-96 degree range. My PH is generally between 6.5 and 7.5. I have moderate energy most days so far. BM’s are ranging greenish to brownish and Type 3-5 most days. Brain feels clear - foggy is finally gone! Red cuts/rashes (are lessening) still crop up semi-randomly. The white specks I seem to only see when I am lint rolling/taping myself (for the crawling). “Lint” or fibers has increased EXPONENTIALLY on my body and also seen in our dried dryer clothing. The black specks “disappeared” for a while, but seem to have returned with a vengeance after my visit yesterday to storage to put my bike away and going in my old bags, etc. Along with my ABSOLUTELY most hated symptom, THE CRAWLING,. The crawling has totally increased for both of us (my fiancée had his stop for a while), not decreased and I honestly just don’t know anymore if it’s what I am eating that causes it to fluctuate, if it’s the increase in the MMS, if the days around full moon or if I just need to know it’s just going to keep happening until one day, it doesn’t. I read and reread the forums all the time and most people on protocol and MMS have had crawling end by this time, mine has not. For some reason, this crawling symptom really makes me feel suicidal. It affects me like no other symptom right now does. It goes really heavy on some days and some days lightens up to soft or barely there what seems like randomly. : ‘( Both my fiancée and I have been extra irritable this week as well. 3)SUGAR ADDICT STATUS: I have been refined sugar free now (quit the vegan cookies, below) for (on and off) approximately 14 something days! I have had mostly only natural low sugars, (in vegetables, nut butters, nuts) rice syrup, xylitol or Stevia sweetened products – trying to quit these but it is next to impossible! Completely sweet taste free (no stevia, no xylitol, no nuts) for 0 days so far, but I still believe I can get there. Thank you Mary, Caroline and Peter!! I believe God is answering our prayers but it is also doing a work in me with the sugar albeit SLOWLY. My Week's Diet Diary: 11/23 B: salad w spinach and kale dressing , Zucchini pasta w tomato sauce, Lemon water D: salmon, green beans S: celery w almond butter 11/24 B: scrambled eggs w hot sausage L: lettuce wrap salad -2, Tuna fish, veggies (Zukes, squash, asparagus) D: blaze pizza 11' gf crust, vegan cheez, White sauce and red sauce, chicken. Zuchini, spinach S: almond butter pumpkin protocol cookies 4, Califia toasted coco Almond milk 11/25 B: none S: protocol almond butter pumpkin protocol cookies 3 L: none D: almond butter pumpkin protocol cookies 4, coco milk, 2 oz Steak, 8 oz Beans 11/26 B: PE grains cereal, 2 tsp blueberries L: mixed veggies w kale chips seasoning, Lemon water S: 2 cups almonds D: 1 egg muffin w zuchini /spinach, 1/2 breast chicken, El polo loco side salad (no cheese, no tortilla chips) 1 tsp cilantro lime dressing 11/27 B: ancient grains 1/2 c L: turkey, Mixed veggies (spinach, zucchini, cauliflower), Egg muffin w zucchini n spinach, 2-3 tbsp coco manna D: mixed greens w goddess dressing, Spinach 1 cup Symptoms: ALOT of hardcore itchy at 7pm-3am. Itchy neck and face bites/pimple bumps. :( pale-clay colored stool. CHK on LIVER functions! Extreme depression. Felt Suicidal again. Crawling at 10-3am. Played world of Warcraft (got my mind off it for a bit.) 11/28 B: egg muffin, 1/3 c Chia pudding w coconut shreds and granola, lemon water L: mixed greens with sprouts, peppers (green and red) cucumbers and oil/vinegar, pea soup (w small carrot pcs) D: none Symptoms: pale-Clay colored stool. Chk biliallary system/liver infection?!! Light day crawling. Ph of 6.5 at lunch. Body temp 97.2. Itchy bites/bumps on neck still- some "drying" up scabbing over. :( this must be able to he treated, but how? Light muscle spasm in right arm during day and back and head later at night. 12 am 6.5 PH. Strange small brownish hair/fiber came out of left pointer finger pulled out with tweezer. Suicidal again today. :'( 11/29 B: coco chia pudding w stevia, Hb egg, Lemon water L: mixed greens salad, Cucumber, w blk olives, evoo, lemon and salt, 1 oz Salmon w rosemary/thyme Lemon water, 1/12 grapefruit piece D: 2 tsp coco manna, Water, 1/3 c Mixed nuts Symptoms: less am crawling/itching. Praise God! 9 am PH was 6.5. Btemp 96.6. Light crawling in evening. Sharp sting/cut at the storage on left top of foot. Went away in. 1 hr. right side of neck is itchy and has 3 odd bites/bumps in a row. 11/30 B: 8oz Vega protein vitamin shake (<1 g sugar), herbal tea (to alkaline more), L: tuna, Mixed greens, 1 c Olives, Cucumber, Green Peppers, 2 tsp Coconut manna D: 1/3 c chopped chicken, 1/2 can refried beans Symptoms: crawling in the morning legs, belly. 8 am PH was 5.4 :(. Went to storage and cleaned off items with kleen green. Lots of crawling and itching afterward for entire afternoon and into the night. Lots of black and white specks. Had to tape hands again. Burning and stinging in hands. Red Rashes on stomach. symptoms of the onset of the illness :'( Did I reinfect myself?! Close to full moon? Dear God! What is it now?!???! 4)ALLOWED FOOD: I spoke to Mel and he said yes, I can have French fries today! (potatoes in coconut oil only!). God, that is very comforting. So this brings me to now what else can I eat at this 2-3 mo. stage? Peas on a moderate basis? Are peas allowed if I mix an alkaline veggie with it? Can I eat these potatoes 1x a week if I eat them with my salad instead of meat? Baking powder - can I bake with this? I eat 85-90% of protocol meals (except dessert/snack time at work failures) so how do I know if I have symptoms from some specific food if I always have the crawling? Having QUIT grains (for the last 2 weeks my brown rice & quinoa and brown rice breads), dairy (for last 2-3 months) cured meats (3 months), all fruit (3 months), nightshades, nuts for the last 3-4 weeks has been very difficult, but the crawling STILL persists. I miss my brown rice, quinoa products, apples and blueberries the most. Grrr. I wish I knew if I should still be eating those since I have the crawling regardless. 5)THE CRAZY ITCH: I have been searching the site fervently for a ‘topical’ (as far as we have one for this unknown condition) that can help to relieve some of this itching bites/lesions/red bump/pimple things. I have seen about oiling the body and head early on in the beginning with EVOO, coco oil, essential oils but this does not stop itchy-ness (I have been oiling for months) but is there anything at all I can put on these that will calm the actual itch? The soap we use now (due to budget) is Sulfur 8 medicated shampoo, Azure sulfur, or Dr. Bronners Peppermint. Elders or seasoned warriors still on the site please chime in on this or link me to your post on good topicals? 6)THE MOVE: I am moving to Long Island with my fiancées family at the end of the month to get married and (to raise more money for illness) to focus only on the healing so we don’t have to work full time jobs. Is there anything I can do not to bring the mites (we have small black and white ones and weird gnat/fly things at this place)/Morgs etc with me there? I am bringing the least amount of things I can fit in a trunk as of now. Trying to make this move (my 3rd in 3 months) as planned out and stress free as possible since Mel says these kinds of things can actually set us back in the healing. Here’s something for laughs today as well to soldier on. Signs you quit Sugar! http://iquitsugar.com/28-signs-youve-officially-quit-sugar/ - I can definitely relate to some of these-1,5,7,9,15, 18,19,23,24 and 26! Which ones can you all relate to? Praying for for all of you to be blessed with strength, comfort, wisdom, and peace this week, Your sister in Christ, Shari |
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