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10/11/2014 7:18:40 AM | Hi everyone! I have been unable to study the forums as I lost my Internet so I am checking in and catching up as much as I can today. I am now at week 4 since beginning the protocol on 9/12, and approaching month 3 since contracting this crawling itching biting thing. I have done what I think is great on staying off any refined sugars (following the diets and shopping lists laid out here on the site), but not as perfect with the natural sugars that seem to be in everything from vegetables, to nut butters (almond n coconut) low glycemic fruits etc and I am extremely mad at myself for this. It must be this unseen sugar doing this? My crawling has continued, and it is less during the day, but still its light and I can feel it. :( Thanks to God I am not homeless this month, got Octobers supplements and extension and I have a place to stay for October as well as work part time one day a week! I'm grateful to Him for everything. Praying daily for Him to please heal me of this. Just remove it as only He can. He answers prayer!! Symptoms wise I don't know if it is because I am 1 month into Logos but so far I have pretty good energy on most days. Focusing on not too much stressing, still a lot of crawling, some itching, some but less burning/pricking etc. we will see how it progresses... My fiancée had something come out of him and his crawling is now 100% gone. Thank God he is still with me and tries to support me in what ways he can! My friends are eating food I want to eat in front of me, but they are also reminding me to stick to the diet, so it's helping and very tempting at the same time. I love them, but how can I continue to be around them? I have seen yesterday 2 very small black tiny gnat like bugs flying around me and I am desperate to know if anyone had this or seen this in their third month? There were no other bugs in the room either. Is this a coinfection, or is this the Morgs?! I been tracking my diet and symptoms and my prayers in a journal and I'm looking forward to seeing an entire month with no crawling or an entire year!! I will! We will! I'm going to begin MMS next week when I have 1 full clean week, and wait on the baths as my bug phobia and anything i can or may see may put me in shock! But He has not given us a spirit of fear! but of power, of love, and a sound mind!! I have to get better about the diet, tighten up. I know I can do it. When I am babysitting the kids and feeding them is when I fail. Reluctant warrior was the name i chose for this post because I know my limitations/weaknesses and my strengths, but I am working on them. Even today, seeing and reminding myself that right after that word is Warrior, which means anything is possible through Christ who strengthens me and this applies to ALL of us. I walk forward with my sword once more- taking it day by day and back to my studying.. Thank you all for your wise posts! May God bless you with wisdom, comfort, strength and peace this week, Shari |
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