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Original 4/17/2014 Post | |
Dawn 4/17/2014 9:08:49 AM | Tee, I have no magic answer on dealing with resistance from my family. I pray alot! I try not to bring it up. I have found the more I talk about it the further away I push them. I purchased a $35 digital microscope and took pics for proof to show them. I think in their hearts they know they have it, but are not willing to commit to the protocol. My husband was taking Essential flora and Thymic but has since stopped because of side effects. He follows the diet at home- cause he doesn't cook. But when out and about he eats what ever he wants. My 18 yr old daughter is the same way. She just wants to have fun with her friends. (She is a Sr.in High School and says, "This is supposed to be the bet year of my life". Seriously I don't know how I would have handled this at that age. I am trusting in the Lord to open their eyes. I don't know...maybe they will have to get sicker to get on board. I know the community here is holding us up in prayer too. I am so thankful for all prayers. Sadly I have a sister and niece with this as well, so at least I have someone to talk too, who understands. Only the Lord knows what our future holds...I plan on getting well myself and maybe this example will be proof for them. Yes- I am stronger everyday~patience,determination, and perseverance will get me to the finish line. I try to stay positive! I have my "go to" people, when I'm down. She always makes me feel 100% better. Find your strength in the Lord- He will not fail you! I know when life is good and we don't have any needs we simply do not seek God. So in tough times like this we seek God and develop a rich new relationship with him. There is always a silver lining...always..... Psalm 107:1 Give thanks to the Lord who is good, whose love endures forever. Blessings to you and your family, Dawn |
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Tee 4/21/2014 12:47:12 AM | Mel, Thank you...Happy Easter! I looked forward to hearing from you soon! I appreciate you more than you know! God Bless you! Tee |
Tee 4/21/2014 12:24:53 AM | Hi Dawn, Happy Resurrection Sunday! Thank you so much for your response. I can understand not mentioning anything about it, I haven't told him that I believe he has it...all though I see all the signs. I think he would it'll be uglier than what it already is. It's bought a wedge in our bond. Hurt, because I feel as though I'm fighting alone (without my helpmate) that's difficult. I must admit, I feel I've changed...I notice it as well as he feels it. I think I've drawn back emotionally and physically because although I'm trying to deal and trust God in the midst....I still have some fear. NOW I know God hasn't given us the spirit of fear, but because I'm just learning of the M, I reading and trying to becomes as educated as I can but I still have many questions and in the mean time I feel as though I'm making my family suffer...scared to touch, hug and give affection. I come from for a very touchy feely loving background and I have almost stripped my family of that (from me). I know he's hurt as well, confused....and just wants his wife and life back. (Ummm...Yeah, so do I! LOL! I had to just laugh right there). At this moment I'm not trying to question God, I'm just focused on trusting God. I have two young adults 24,19 and teenager 14 as well, I'm not concerned about them as they appear to be fine. Who I am concerned about is our twins. It is very unfortunate that you niece and sister is battling as well...but as you stated I know it means alot to have someone to talk to and understand. Your right, I am grateful and so very blessed to have the help, guidance and love of this community to understand and to help me fight but I can't act like theirs not apart of me that wish that it could be excepted and proven to my love ones to have someone to verbally talk to and counsel me when needed. ALL my strength right now is coming from the Lord! Thank you again for responding, your support and Blessings! My Great-Grandmother use to always say: Proverbs 3:5 Trust in the Lord with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding. In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths. Thank you again Dawn! |
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