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still hanging on, but barely

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Original 6/15/2010 Post

sheila
6/15/2010
12:40:40 AM


i can't seam to get better. i went back to the clinic for another visit today. they didn't even really listen to me, again. she said because my blood test from last month was normal except for unexplained high sed rate,which she made no big deal about that she doesn't know anything else to do. she is going to try and find a infectious disease doc i can go to.but because i have no insurance and now not working, she will have to call me if she finds somwhere for me to go.(i'm holding my breath). they can see that i can barely walk, my wrist are swollen and red, and i can't move my fingers. i can't even open most doors at most buisness. i run a fever if i get up and try to do house work,just wash dishes, or a load of clothes and i have to go back to bed,,because i have so much swelling in my legs and feet they hurt to touch and i ache like the flu. now if i have a day ,by some miracle that i can get up and walk and maybe get out. i then have the attack of bugs in my scalp, eyes,nose, feel crawling alover my face, and it is real fine hair that you can't see, but i can wipe a tissue and get it , sometimes i use menthol chewing gum it works great. this is a very crazy unbelievable life, and i still don't believe it sometimes.and i've been sick for 2 yrs. real bad for the last one. after i came home today from the doc and the shrink she has me talk to because they think i must have some bad stress,and depresson and surely a antideppressant and nerve pill will cure me. but anyway after i got home i blew my nose and one of theese things that come out everyday came out. i bought a tiny microscope from radio shack on way home . it's really to stong, but there were at least 2 of those fiber worms long black inside this big ball of goo, and some shiny white things that looked like threads all leading to each . i get this out of my nose, throat, eyes and other places every day . i have all of theese different protacals. dc straihger, and i bought some of mcs.and mel . but i can't seem to know what to do , i spenk my whole day usually washing my face,and pouring mouthwash or alcohol, and vinager on my hair and face and eyes all day then i'm so tired, and i can't move my hands and i just cry and wish god would let me die. i would like to talk to some that understands i have no one. i will leave my e mail but it might not work . iwould like to leave my phone # but i don't know if i should put it in blog. thanks for having this sight. when i feel good enough to get on the comp. it really helps to read everybody's post. sheila in nashville
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Tim
6/20/2010
12:06:20 PM


I do not know if you have tried taking an hour long Epsom Salts bath-use 4 cups of salt. This helps to draw things from your skin and you will feel some relief after. The more baths you take the more it draws out of you. Hope this helps you.

Michele
6/17/2010
7:27:15 PM


Hi Sheila, I understand you! I am sick a lot with flu like symptoms and my whole back feels like hit by a car, all I can do is sleep, drink water, take all the recomended remedies and cry until it is over. Usually about 3 days. This happends at least once a month. I have long clumps of fibers wrapping around/hooking onto my veins or muscles on the side of my neck and jawline. I wish I had some advise for your hands but I don't have that problem. I am thinking of you and please email anytime you would like to! Take care and please keep your spirits up! Your friend michele at micheles200@gmail.com.


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