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How I Cured Morgellons
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4/23/2015 3:03:00 PM | My moms in town and I'm having mommy issues!!lolol!!! ;-) After all these years and years of her not believing me, dismissing me when I talk about M, enabling my treatments, with myself & with my son ... & I still try to get through to her because I wish I had her support!! Once again her reaction just really disappointed me. It amazes me the compassion and understanding she can feels for her self, and others. Yet she refuses to understand what me and her grandson have been dealing with for years!!Tyler wants to tell her so bad what he has what he's going through, why he doesn't eat sugar when they offer it , to have her support because it make him feel awkward in situations and because he loves his grandma soooo much, and I had to explain to him he can't, if she can't comprehend what I'm saying no matter how rational I speak, no matter what facts, internet testimonial, stories, M.D literature.. Then she has no business talking to my son about how he feels, in spite of his lack of understanding that grandma just won't get it, and me not letting him talk to her about it .. I tried anyway I showed her all my beautiful friends on social media from our site, and felt such an extreme passion, & love of you guys when I spoke I just wanted her to see the beautiful faces of this "crazy disease", see who my family is!! That we are not crazy!! Inspite of my effort, convincing her didn't seem to work. She said she feels attacked when I talk to her about it, which was absolutely not my intention, I gave her a manicure because she asked, and a little morgellons hair got on her hand , and she thought it was my dogs hair, once again I tried to explain fibers, maybe it's fungal resembles hair ect, & once again she refused to believe me.. In a very patronizing voice she says no it's your dogs hair Nicole!! So honestly I had a secret giggle of my morgs on her, then felt kinda guilty about my secret giggle, and then moved on.I apologized to her for making her uncomfortable in any way, and told her I understand her feelings and I love her! I love seeing her and having her visit, and honestly the last thing I want to do us upset her.. Thank god she's gone out with my sister and staying at her house tonight because I've been crying all day since.. Although It really is a healing experience to love her anyway, to forgive her anyway! I know and affirm even more that God doesn't need her to help or support me or my son in getting well, I choose my faith!I choose love! I choose God!! My family here is so dear to me!! I am doing so well, and my symptoms are so minimal in comparison to what they were at one time, and I know I couldn't have done this alone!!! My angels, and our site is my refuge .. My sanity!!!!!!! I appreciate every single one of you, and feel immense faith god is empowering each of us with knowledge and resources to get better in-spite of family it community support, the power is within and my faith can not be denied- my god heals! This is a community of very faith inspired people I'm blessed, connect and agree with you in the healing of our people!!!! We are warrior and one day this will be truly brought to light!!! I pray for each of you to find peace in your mind and body... I know this is not an easy fight but we are warriors!!! We don't give up!!! We know we found this site, and community support by divine guidance and it is though these graces, we empower ourselves with divine healing!!! Sending my love and gratitude you all!! I am blessed to have you!!!! Love, Nicole |
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