Sheryl W
11/21/2011
12:19:29 PM | What about those of us who can't afford these products? I am tapped out financially after a year of testing and different doctors with only the results of humiliation, increased frustration and depression of knowing I can't find a local doctor who will even consider Morgellons! It's encouraging to know that there is help, but frustrating to know that I can't afford to get the help I need! My hope is dwindling to no hope at all for myself. Taking my own life is completely out of the question, although the thoughts and desires to do so are increasing with each day of suffering! My thoughts are that I will die from this one day, and I have no idea how or what will happen to cause this death I will face. I don't know if I can live like this for the rest of my life, but there is nothing I can do, so I just deal with it the best that I can. Putting my self on 'auto ignore' is the best I can do for myself, and there are days when that is just impossible! I am thankful that I do not have lesions yet, or fibers coming out of my skin. But I do have all the other symptoms and they get worse each day. I am going into my second year of this now. I don't have much hope left. God is my strength just to get from one day to the next and without Him I would have taken my own life already. What are we supposed to do? Those of us who can't do what you suggest for help?
Seryl Wh |
