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A Black Sheep Returns to the Flock

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Original 4/28/2017 Post

Black Sheep
4/28/2017
12:56:56 AM


Hey Folks!

A bit of time ago, I came to this website to rid myself of the horrific effects of Lyme Disease and Morgellons.

However, I did not follow Mel's complete protocol and never healed completely. I had a severe aversion to take MMS. At the time, I believed that it was poison being put in the body. I was strict with every other part of the protocol, and I did strengthen my immune system with Logos, but continued to have black fibers.

Eventually, I talked myself out of continuing with the protocol. I told myself it was too expensive. I convinced myself that if I adhered to the diet, all would be well. I bet you see where this story is going, my friends...

I started reintroducing foods, until I was eating dates. And once I ate those, I didn't just eat a few, I ate a ton. Idiot me had myself a little date fiesta.

Things seemed--and I do mean SEEMED-- fine, until a few months ago when I was bitten by a bed bug and developed itchy pimples once again. I could blame the bed bug, but I'd be BSing (Black Sheeping myself...see what I did there?)

Okay. Let me be serious for a second, my fall began the moment I didn't take MMS seriously. The road to disease is a slippery slope. And boy, it's not fun like a slip-and-slide, let me tell ya'!

Stubbornly, I tried to heal myself to no avail. I honestly was a little too embarrassed to return. But I realized I needed to stop lying to myself and reach out to the people who helped me before. I reached out to Mel, but I convinced myself that I wouldn't hear back-- that I was shunned forever. (I was once again studying this website, I just figured I'd have to settle with doing the steps alone this time around.)

Imagine my surprise to have Mel call me--and do so on the very day my Logos supplements arrived. (I'm not religious, but I do think Mel is tapped into the source or something.)

Mel's voice was exactly what I needed to hear. He went full military on me. He wasn't going to let me get away with anymore BS. I may be good at fooling myself, but I never pulled the wool over Mel's eyes for a second.

He told me I needed to start from the beginning, and that's what I intend to do. And I'm going to do the protocol right this time. This time around, I plan to adhere not to some of the parts but the SUM of the parts.

Sigh: I could have been well by now. It's okay though... I know I'm in good hands now that I'm amongst such a supportive flock.

Please let my mistakes be a lesson to anyone who thinks they know best; the grass is greener on this side of the fence.






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Laura (aunt)
2/2/2018
7:50:59 AM
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Black Sheep,

We all have days of becoming anxious and wanting this disease to be over. And we may have even thought about trying different things. But remember the old saying "too many cooks spoil the broth" and that is certainly true with our protocol.

We must remain true to this protocol. We all need to understand this has already been done for us. The facts are here for us through research by people who have lived with and Already Conquered this disease.

I encourage you to research information from this website to gain knowledge and strength by the evidence already here.

It is great reading about your good days and you must rejoice in those. Keep posting, stay true to this protocol and before you know it, you will be dancing your way to the finish line.

Remember; Perseverance, Dedication, and Faith!

"May the Lord direct your hearts into God’s love and Christ’s perseverance." 2 Thessalonians 3:5

In Christ Love,
Laura


Chrissie
2/2/2018
7:50:23 AM
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Black sheep,

You made me smile. I'm happy to hear you are feeling better and indeed happier and less symptoms. That is just great.

So glad you threw away Invermectin, I seriously wouldn't trust that stuff. Though good you stopped wps whilst taking it.

I bought the natural yogurt to use in bath, will rub some in today and look at your old post regards it..

Guess what.. I noticed sores this week on my back.. They look like ringworm.. Just like you said!
I have seen them several times before when itch bad.
Super super itchy ARGH.

I Googled ringworm and very similar.
Its definitely fungal.

Soaking in tea tree bath, it burns, but more black specks come out..
I'm on half a drop wps twice a day. It's helping already dry up pimples. Though they are still there.

I hope your flatmates treating you OK.
Yes, we can talk at a later date, keep posting :-)

I think we all suffer PTSD with this, it is traumatic.
Takes away any sense of safety.

But we are fighting it!!!!!
Always fighting.

Please don't be hard on yourself, none of us deserves any of this.

Keep dancin':-)
Chrissie



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