Chrissie
9/14/2017
9:01:39 AM | Hi Laura,
There was a time that I collected everything that came out my body for months, stuck between sellotape and bagged up, hoping to get some help and clarification on what a lot of it was. Especially the sesame seed egg things, which were dangling from my toes at one point and coming from my scalp years later. I think they are parasitic in nature, but very strange indeed!!!! They only came when I was at my very worst.
One day I had enough and I binned the lot. As science stands there is no one to my knowledge at present who can tell me what the seed things are.
In terms of a microscope, I thought to myself, these things distress me so why on earth would I magnify something upsetting so it can be larger and upset me more? ...
Unless there are scientific people who can take the specimens and confirm what they are and we as lay people, what can we do with them? It is helpful of course initially to Confirm Morgellons for some people and to see we all have similar things coming out, but after that initial acknowledgement I think it's unhelpful.
This does require us to look at things in a completely different way doesn't it.. As anything else we suffer from we would look into and try to resolve.
But this... Looking and focusing on the weirdness that our bodies eject, I think it encourages us to feel more icky, weird and abnormal.
That's good Laura you are limiting yourself to one look a day and even some days don't look.
I have itchy scratches and cuts that appear regularly especially on my back and I do try not to look too often or focus on them, boy it does require power, love and self discipline right enough!!
God bless you,
Chrissie |
