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Original 7/9/2018 Post | ||||
Brenda, 7/9/2018 7:53:16 AM |
Hi Mel, I know for all you Morgellons sufferers it's hard to fathom a day when your ordeal might be over but I promise you that you are in the exact right place to get well. Mel asked me to put together something that he could read to you until I could call in on a conference call later in the summer so here is a little bit about my story... I had been treated for systemic lupus since I was 14 years old and over the years have had small flares and large flares but there was never a time that I was not being treated for Lupus. In 2014 through 2017 I was taking monthly infusion therapy for lupus and was responding well although I still had positive ANA lupus bloodwork and symptoms. As well as I can remember, I started noticing some very strange things happening to my body sometime in September 2016 such as sores on my body, mostly on my feet, tons of gritty granules pouring out of my body especially when I was sweating and my eyes felt dry and gritty all the time and they hurt. I had lots of other symptoms but for those of us who have Morgellons or have had Morgellons the list of symptoms can be long and often scary so I am not going to go into further detail because it serves us no purpose. Focusing on the list on scary things that Morgellons presents us with can keep us frozen in fear and in my opinion we need to focus on how to get well from this horrible disease rather than the disease itself. In September 2017 I was hospitalized for pneumonia caused by lupus and placed in intensive care for two weeks and then one week on a regular floor. While I was in intensive care, I showed my doctor the sores on my feet and the little gritty granules all over my bed sheets. I also told him about some of my other symptoms and he seemed genuinely interested and made little notes all in my file. Silly me, I thought he was really listening. The next morning a psychiatrist came by to see me to talk about the imaginary bugs and things that I thought I had on my body. I tried to explain to this new doctor that these things happening to me were not imaginary and this doctor also seemed very interested and wrote notes all in my file. He left and prescribed me an antidepressant explaining that having a lifelong illness like lupus can wreak havoc on one's mind and he surmised that I had developed Delusional Parasitosis. Neither doctor had any explanation about the sores on my body or the granules coming out of my pores or the other problems that I was having. The psychiatrist came to see me every morning for the entire time I was in the hospital. Every morning he would come to see me and ask me if I was still seeing any bugs or parasites. After the second day that he came to see me, I told him that I must have been so sick when I was first admitted that I was probably hallucinating and that I did not need to see him or need antidepressants. He came every day and I'm sure my insurance paid him a bunch of money but he did stop prescribing the antidepressants. That was when I learned that not only did I not know what I had but whatever it was, no one was going to believe me about it either. I felt alone, afraid,even ashamed and while in the hospital I could not do one single thing about it. When I got out of the hospital I googled everything I could find until I finally came to believe that I had Morgellons. I joined some blogs and read a lot about Morgellons but I was still conflicted about how to get well. I found some pretty crazy pictures out there and read some really crazy stuff about how to get well and I just felt frozen in fear about what to do, how to get well. I knew this, though, and I clung to it with all my heart, our God means for us to be well and He is the Great Healer. I prayed constantly and asked God to show me the way to be made well. This is where my story of healing really begins. My symptom of memory fog was a really big issue. In my search for an answer to get well I came accross the How I Cured Morgellons website. I don't remember much at all about what appealed to me except that a lot of it just made sense. The thing that resonated with me the most was the He Cures All Foundation. I remember liking that those people who couldn't afford the supplements could still receive them and get well from this horrible disease. I remember thinking that I was going to go back and look at that website and maybe order that protocol when my first order of the protocol actually arrived in the mail. I had ordered them and I didn't remember! That was May 2017. So, I started the How I Cured Morgellons protocol in May 2017. After that, I signed up for coaching with Mel because I couldn't concentrate enough to focus and read all the things on the website. I need to talk to him and he would tell me to " write this down". It was a good thing I wrote down what he said too because when we hung up I couldn't remember the details of what he'd told me. I had my notes. I listened to the Oldies but Goodies and past conference calls and started learning more about how to eat a healthy alkaline diet. I had to make notes in a folder which I referred to often because of my memory fog. My diet was very simple in the beginning because I had never even heard of an alkaline diet. I love the "recipes" part of the website today and use many of them as part of my everyday cooking. To me, the best thing about How I Cured Morgellons and the very best thing about Mel is that I believe that they were both an answer to my prayer that God heal me. This part makes me cry... I asked God to heal me of Morgellons, of this horrible, wicked, scary disease and he used Mel, his How I Cured Morgellons website and the Logos protocol to heal me of Morgellons but he also used them to heal me of Lupus. I was completely Morgellons symptom free within 9 months and I remain so a total of 13 months on the protocol later. Also, I don't have any indications of lupus anymore. My symptoms are gone and my bloodwork is completely normal for the first time since I was 14 years old. I’m 61 years old now. While I do have damage that was caused by lupus and another co infection, my lupus is gone. I want to add that I continue to take the logos protocol and eat healthy and plan to do so forever. I know that it might be hard for some of you to believe that one day this entire ordeal will be over for you if you follow the How I Cured Morgellons protocol but it will. You might not be well in 9 months like I was but it will be over for you one day if you follow this protocol. Remember “Those who did not give up Hope got well”! God bless all of you and lots of prayers and great big hugs to each one of you! God bless you Mel, thank you so much for everything you do and for everything you sacrifice so that we can be made well! Much love! Brenda | |||
Responses (Newest First) | ||||
Tracy 8/15/2018 8:59:17 AM |
Brenda, What an amazing God we serve!! Thank you for sharing your journey and I like that you remind us not to focus on the disease but on getting well! I've just started my 4th week on the protocol and am so inspired by the journeys of those who have gone before me! I am so happy for you Brenda! All honor, glory, and praise to the Father!! Tracy | |||
Brends 8/14/2018 1:21:05 PM |
Donna, You are right. My proof reading is horrible. So sorry for the confusion. I was hospitalized in September 2016. I started the protocol in 2017. 9 months on the Logos Morgellons/ Lymes protocol and I was and remain symptom free. I continue to take the protocol today! It is my plan to do so forever as well as live and eat a clean healthy lifestyle. Brends | |||
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