Thomas
7/21/2017
12:36:15 AM | Week 22. I would like to start by thanking Jen, Laura, Paula, Marie, and Peter. You have all sent me gentle loving kindness just when I needed it. This week I was able to get the critters under control with the wps and Kleen Green. I am grateful that now I have knowledge and weapons with which to defend myself. Thank you Mel and Peter for giving us the knowledge to overcome this gruesome enemy. It took 2 weeks to catch back up to where I was but the difference is my understanding and ability to react. Just as I got caught up the last three nights bring terrible gas and diarrhea in the middle of the night. Not good. Guess I'll sleep when I die right. Only problem is I know I need my sleep to get better. Getting lots of excersise though walking back and forth to the blasted truck. I don't even want to eat but am out of habit and because I know I need it. Fatigue is the words of the week and I am hating the world. There is no sight on the horizon of getting out of the truck soon. Possibly 2-6 months if I am lucky at the rate things are. I know not to waste energy on things I cannot change. Change comes on God's time, not mine. I just know that I need to change my environment in order to complete my mission of wellness. I believe it's the last and final key. |
