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How I Cured Morgellons
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7/24/2017 2:18:17 AM | Hi Thomas - I started writing to you with your last post - but got sidetracked - and feel God has brought me back here again and so I want to leave a few thoughts - First - your updates are great and I am sure they inspire so many folks - I have not read them all - but you are succinct and it reminds me of the book of Mark in the Bible (tempo and style) Ok - nkw some thoughts - 1. With your truck - try not to have too much angst with it - because if you "think" your truck is a huge trigger - it will become more of one - and it could be a big trigger for symptoms - but in my experience with Morgellons - "we" are the host and "we" are contaminating the environment. This is why Mel always tells folks that their environment gets better as they heal up. And so your truck might be a big trigger - but it is mostly the infection inside of you and try to see that more and more cos u could stay home and have the exact same problems - try and change your "thinking" about the truck so that you can change your chemicals that flow from your affect. ((What I mean is you know how sometimes we keep telling ourself something and then reinforce it and get more and more worked up?) So if it was me - and I had to drive another 3 to 6 months - or even another week - I would make the truck as MD friendly as possible and then "stop" all thoughts that say "this truck is killing me" or "this blasted truck is making MD worse" or "I can't get better driving it" (cos these are defeating statements) Don't even go there cos it will add to the cortisol that flows thru your body Replace those thoughts with: "God knew my future before I did and he knew I'd be here - he has me covered" And "this will pass - I will spray the truck and get some fresh air and cover my body with borax (or KG) and drive some more" "I can do all things with Christ" And "The truck is not necessarily making me sick - it is the morgellons affliction inside me and I would have it rough even at home - and I am on Mel's protocol where people get healed - and good things are happening in my gut and I am getting stronger each day" Possibly hang up a bible verse or two - but just a reminder to watch the little things we allow to flood our mind ( bring every thought captive) --- Also keep in mind that u could get fully away from the truck right now and still have same exact symptoms - it happens all the time - people move three and four times - or someone quits a job to stay home - but Morgellons is back and the symptoms are the same - and this is because it is inside us - and so while environment does matter somewhat - and certain things do make us breakout - a change of environment (away from truck) might have little effect - And trust me - I had a somewhat ideal environment and still had to "process" this stuff out! Oh and in your truck I think it could help to add some peppermint essential oil to the mats and to the ac vents - few drops go a long way - keep two boxes of baking soda in truck - opened -(absorbs odors) and put a solo cup out (or two) with some activated charcoal in the bottom - just a little - or buy the activated charcoal pouches they sell for air purity -(saw them online) charcoal has so many uses and cleaning the air is yet another use. it could help with your truck and it could minimize some of the gunk (microbes or hairs) floating - And get one of those travel diffusers (if u don't have one yet) and let it add essential oils to clean and enrich the air - a while ago someone posted about essential oils - so check archives if u want know more about oils -but anyone in a vehicle can benefit from the aromatherapy ;) I always tell folks to start with three essential oils (or actually 5 if u include oregano and Clove for antibiotic help) and the three I like for environment are 1. peppermint (wakes u and can bring cheer like citrus essential oils do) but peppermint is good for so many things - a little under tongue with oil can calm tummy and then breathing in some of it occasionally while driving can help sinus and mind. Add mint to the ac vents too 2. Lavender - should be a staple cos it calms - it can help you as you bring thoughts captive - but lavender is so crucial 3. Cedarwood - I like this essential oil- it is cheap and bug deterrent - I heard that a company was asked to make a flea repellent for desert storm and they used cedarwood as a top ingredient -but it makes might also repel many other insects and so add all three to the diffuser - or get some other oils and have fun with trying some - but I used a diffuser when traveling and it was super helpful -(for the vehicle and hotel room) I also used it while on computer (and in back of my computer I had a bowl of activated charcoal (with an ounce or two) and a separate bowl of baking soda (half of bowl) and I believe it helped wth cleaner air - less itchy and more healing - So I am not sure what the inside of your truck looks like or if you have pimped it out with morgellons helps (ha) but want to encourage you to remember that god knew you would be right here - right now - and he has a plan to provide what u need - And he is all powerful - all knowing - ever present - fully in control - and he knew where each of us would be when morgellons came calling! He knew you'd be in a truck - and he knew who would have little kids - who would have a house to restore - who would be engaged - etc. god knew that many of us reading would get this long after Mel and peter - and so we can benefit from their sweet help and wisdom - I believe god knew all that - And he will never ever give us more than we can handle Never he promises that he promises to give us strength when we need it most! I know u know this But we need reminders Esp during Morgellons - in your last post you noted the gas and diarrhea kept u up - and dude - I am so sorry for that - also keep in mind that a huge part of healing will require time in the bathroom - lol And while we know sleep heals and really is crucial - there might be times when the bathroom demands time or pulls from sleep - part of the process A huge part i sometimes hear folks say they want to do a cleanse that won't involve being in the bathroom - and these are not MD folks - but I smile cos they have a lot to learn - cleaning intestinal pipes takes bathroom time - there is one way in and one way out. so when I used to get weary from BMs - I changed my thinking and said things like "better out than in" - or just tried to remind myself of the gift this was to clean out so well! Honestly - I had to work at seeing as many perks as possible - cheesy but worked really well for me! so when your gas gurgles and when you need another new roll of toilet paper - I seriously encourage u to smile and imagine being healed (someday) and imagine how healthy u will be! god always gave me grace for the nights my sleep was interrupted (I also did some nice reading in snippets during many of those bathroom releases) Sorry if this is long But I am feeling very connected to my friends in the morgellons community - God knew who would get this He knew When He knew how we would go about recovery Ahhh --- And Knowing that still brings me comfort --- He also knew what we would contribute as a body here! Just like the church is a body - Our morgellons community is a body and we all bring something unique from our journey and our perspective - some move on for good - some stay around for good - and some check back in as they are led - Thomas - u are definitely in one of the toughest phases of the healing part - so keep that in mind too - so many better months are coming :) Peace and grace to you LT |
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