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8/23/2017 7:53:45 AM | Hello everyone, It's my second month back on this protocol. I notice that I have way more joint aches and fatigue happening. The bio-film is being stripped from my body. I think of it as building a house, we have to rid ourselves of the accumulated toxins and properly flush them out through our bowels, kidneys and liver. If we don't drink enough water, the toxins doesn't flush out into our bodies and can get into deeper layers of our bodies. I sometimes find joy in the joint aches and fatigue because at least my immune system is responding. These supplements are amazing the enzymes, probiotics, and vitamins all provide nutritional support. Since our guts are affected, by having these vitamins we get additional vitamin support if we are mal absorbed. So what's the good news this week? I find myself having mental clarity which will help with school. I also am herxing with means that there is die off. I am purging so much gunk from my skin that it can be overwhelming. My diet is still very strict and I try to have a tiny bit of fruit every 2 weeks such as 3 or 4 strawberries. I don't think it's bad as long as I keep the berries in very moderate amounts. I mostly eat salads with loads of vegetables and eat beef. My emotional state has been very rocky sometimes I have doubts if I will ever get better. Sometimes I doubt if I can live a life of "being normal". I started class today and people still itch around me which distracts me from focusing on the lecture. I am struggling to let go and to let god led me to the right mental state. I like to say that I'm doing great and I feel like superman but mentally I feel like I'm trapped in my own insanity. My parents are supporting me and if I don't do school then I won't be supported. I love education and I love challenging my brain because it stimulating and healthy. I don't want to lock myself away and not live life, but I feel this heavy guilt on my shoulders being around college students. I don't know what to do. If anybody can offer advice or encouragement that would be greatly appreciated.I want to feel alive again. It's hard being around my family seeing them itch and having no control with their dog which I can't control. Reinfection crosses my mind everyday, but healthy people don't get disease. Anyway that's about it this week. God bless everyone. |
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