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1/8/2013 1:42:37 PM | Hello Warriors STRENGTH and LOVE Now moving well into my 8th month on the protocol, my experiences allow me to offer much more than just weekly progress reviews. I think it is fair to say that I've become a seasoned veteran of the fight to heal Morgellons. For now, I plan to continue to be an encouraging voice for those who are just coming to find themselves afflicted. My wish is to further strive to reassure the really bad off and to serve to provide testimony that one DOES RECOVER using this protocol. As a single man, I can also offer proven advice on how to cope with this alone , and I can now more fully demonstrate to people strategies and ways to move through this to a better place. I have come to realize that there are two kinds of Morgellons sufferers. Those who are looking for the "magic bullet", and those who roll up their sleeves and get to work realizing that months of terrain restoration and a severe detox lies ahead of them. However, restoring my terrain has actually become a rewarding experience in that it has opened my eyes to so many things. I am convinced that I have also corrected many other health problems along the way that were not directly related to Morgellons. This reminded me of the unique blessings that reside within the horror of our disease. Like the desire to be part of helping others and a softening and letting in of love. That I now cry tears that spring forth from gratitude. That I am completely letting go of things that no longer have value. That I now practice humility and search for a more meaningful truth. How wonderful it becomes to find this in the middle of this horror. The courageous (Monica and Theresa) and generous(Mel and John) have shown up and it means so much during this time of need. And just feeling vulnerability and genuine humanness. Heck, I was even called a 'sweetheart ' this week! I want to share something that I recently read. 'And then it hails, and then it snows, and then there's sunshine! How can the heart feel so broken and open all at the same time? Maybe that's what openness is. What joy..the unknown.' As my symptoms continue to reduce and the fullness of returning health increases, I get this weird feeling of a sense of loss? The huge part of me that was needed to battle this thing isn't ' as required' as it was and this strange feeling of 'what to do with myself' comes over me from time to time. This is what you have to look forward to. Not such a bad thing, no? Stay committed and keep faith with our creator. YOU WILL GET WELL. I no longer just know this, I can now feel it as it is happening! 'STAY IN THE FIGHT' and 'IN A CONSTANT CONVERSATION WITH GOD' Peter |
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