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11/4/2013 8:18:55 PM | Hello Everybody Strength and Love "Thank you to Nancy and Linda." I begin month 18 on the protocol this week. Most remains the same, except for a few things to share. I have experienced a return to a runny nose. This is a good sign of continuing clearing of my sinuses. I have seen a return to periods of chills. The chills do not last. These are very good signals that a normal immune response is unfolding. I have seen a return of the body burning sensation. This is isolated to my face and my right forearm. This tells me the disease is surrendering. I have had little to no fatigue issues. I do now feel more occasional deep stings here and there. No major reddening, blotching, swelling, or pimping is taking place, except on the right forearm. This remains the real ongoing issue. This will just take more time. All is good. I get stronger each week. From my journal…. Too often, with Morgellons, we can experience a heavy heart from being abandoned from someone dear to us. But this shouldn’t make us angry and shouldn’t make us feel alone. To accept difficulty from those we hold dear with grace and dignity can teach us that “we care.” Albeit difficult, others can actually complete us through that very acceptance. I believe I now understand how a cancer survivor must feel. At work, I have lost residents to cancer. Seniors that I had grown to know and become close with. But there is also one or two that are in complete remission! They are the ones that remind the rest how to discover the real value in fighting through disease. “Life lessons” that hurt can teach us so much! Peace of mind replacing anger….love becoming the one true constant…faith bringing forth substance…. better realizing that we are all flawed and to learn how to nurture forgiveness, no matter what. Don’t yield to feelings of anger, despair, loneliness, regret, or contempt. These are seeds that can grow into weeds and choke the beauty that is here in this journey. Now, more than ever, and because of fighting against all the overwhelming obstacles of Morgellons, I struggle to fully comprehend how anyone using this protocol and recovering could then just disappear from here. Many suggest that they just need to move on. Maybe they just need to feel like they never became “unhinged.” I don’t know. Mel, John, Teresa, Nicole, Bill, Justin, just to name a few, demonstrate more of what I would expect. Continuing to be of service and staying involved here. Mel has always taught that getting others to where “you are” is the whole point of this. You are making a HUGE difference for countless people afflicted who come here and then discover real hope through your experiences and ongoing support. “Christ in you, the hope of glory.” *Colossians 1:27* God’s beatitudes are not only a guide for how to treat others. They are also meant as a way for us to learn to love ourselves. You all remain in my prayers for a complete return to health. Stay the course. Be patient. All it takes is time. Godspeed, Peter |
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