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Original 7/19/2021 Post | ||||
Stuart 7/19/2021 3:02:33 PM |
Greetings, On my birthday in June, I infamously celebrated my 17th year of living with M. I contracted it in 2003 as I was living in a damp basement apt. and unknown to me, there was black mold in the walls. I had a typical horrific beginning experience (which I won't go into), suffice it to say, I saw the usual suspects about it, MD's, dermatologists, was diagnosed with "Delusional Parasitosis", as most of us have and I even tried to take samples to the lab of the Health Dept., which earned me some preciously memorable looks! I became suicidal, was saved by a friend, then found "Tweetmint Enzyme" by Safesolutions. I am in NO way making a product endorsement, just stating facts of my history as a general new beginning for me with this community. I found Mel's website sometime about 2005 or 2007, I can't remember, I purchased the protocol, was taking it for 6mo. and it didn't help me. Plus, I couldn't afford it. I have tried everything under the sun and I have been monitoring this website for several years as a paying member. I no longer get sores, but I still experience the blue/red fibers and all that entails. Unfortunately, I have fallen into a routine and have become complacent, accepting my current state of health, occasionally doing bursts of healing work on myself and occasionally indulging in life's enjoyment, a sugary snack when I know it's not good for me. I figured that at one time, I endured about 3mo. with almost zero carbs of any kind and that didn't cure me, plus I was miserable, lost too much weight and had no energy, that occasional sugar wouldn't change much. I have avoided delving into this website as when I fully admit to myself that I have this disease, I become highly distraught, depressed, crying and suicidal. In order to actually stay alive, I have just kept with my daily routine and hyper vigilance, but I have had enough of this ruined life and I need to cure myself! To this end, I began with the protocol once again, I am on my second set of it and I have cut sugar out of my diet completely. It's been roughly 2.5mo. and I have not experienced any decrease in symptoms. I understand, from what I have read on here, that it takes 1.5yrs. to be cured using the protocol. Well, I'm on my way and I will be reading and implementing the ideas presented on here and somehow, try to stay positive. On a personal side note, I was involved, in March of 2021, in a very serious motor-vehicle accident where I was T-boned while driving a propane truck, by a woman going 60mph driving a pickup truck. At the time, I was pulling into a gas station, so, everyone within a block almost went up in a huge explosion! Thankfully, her truck didn't damage my truck to that extent. As a result, I'm still on Workman's Comp. and not employed. I pray to God every day that my life will improve. Thanks for reading, Stuart. | |||
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Linda 8/9/2021 10:50:26 AM |
Hi Stuart. My story is very similar to yours. This is my second time coming to the protocol. I've been sick with m for about 13 years.I am Much better now, but have a long way to go. I believe I've had candida since I was 5 or 6. I had constant tonsillitis and ear infections and was on antibiotics every time. In 3rd grade I missed 72 days of school. Had my tonsils out and didn't get the infection s again until I was in my 20. I lived in a mobile home filled with all kinds of chemicals and toxins like formaldehyde etc. Anyway ii was already set up physically and came boatloads of stress and voila. After a flea infestation from ferrets of my daughter. I've been sick with Morgellons. I'm grateful for the protocol and the amazing people who come here to restore their health. It will take time. You've been very sick for a very long time. You can do this. Rely on Mel and the website. Come to the calls. Unfortunately I cant because of my job. Bu you can still listen to the Saturday call and watch all the videos. You really have to work at this harder than anything. That is where God comes in. Pray!!! Take care and best wishes and blessings on your journey. Linda | |||
Stuart 7/28/2021 8:51:25 AM |
Hello everyone, Thank you all for your kind words and good advice. I'm going to the coast to soak in the saltwater (so helpful!). Soon I will join the weekend calls and participate with coaching etc. Be Blessed, Stuart. | |||
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