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How I Cured Morgellons
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5/24/2017 10:34:41 AM |
I have been so lucky to be in touch with other members of the HCA for much of the month. The community offered here is such a blessing! My family and I wish to continue to thank you all for the support and help you all provide. I'm doing better some days and worse others - but overall it's uphill far as I can see. It's uphill...and I must keep reminding myself of that even when it feels like down hill. I watched my sister change her new baby the other day. Baby had diaper rash. ?? Do you remember diaper rash in your personal parts? Well, if not, know it hurts a lot and sitting is no fun either, being held by the bottom while having a bad rash is no picnic that you can think positively about and remind oneself that it will disappear. Esp when it gets really bad! My sister was feeling the babies pain. I could tell...But even as the baby cries out and cried loudly (the essence of pain could obviously be felt/seen) My sister kept going. She added the rash cream as the baby cried and cried. The baby was in so much pain as also teething.. Thanks to this illness, I now understand pain in ways I didn't before so REALLY I felt for the baby. I also with my adult eyes saw me and God in that very moment. I too cry out hard and in pain as that baby did. Pain because I want my life back, my body back, my dreams back, my food back, my goals back and more! Pain because I'm having electric shocks all over. Or my muscles ache or my joints are on fire even though I didn't work out. Or pain because my nerves are making jumps and it feels like something is poking me from inside my skin. Or pain because my bones just hurt like hell. I cry just like that baby- REMOVE THIS FROM ME GOD!! STOP ALL THIS! but my sister didn't stop. Nor did she even blink at continuing to add the rash cream or stop changing that diaper. Why? I believe it's the same reason God doesn't take certain "pains" from us. Because He knows what's best. Just as my sister in her protection of the baby long term knows what's best . she didn't stop. She later comforted the baby who was still angry at her and still crying. ?? She even held the baby gently and offered an explanation but the baby doesn't speak the language nor understand yet. No real explanation could be seen likely from the babies perspective That's me with God. We don't understand sometimes why He let's these things happen. I'm / we are the baby crying. We don't understand at the time sometimes why He let's these things happen, but we also don't see the our own "rash" though we may def feel it.. God has shown to meet every need and your loving donations are a way that He makes that happen. I know this has helped us tremendously! I would like to urge you to consider donating to help new and many incoming others in need! May you be able to bless another person in their need or consider to do so using our donation button. I offer continued thanks and praise for you all, Shari | |||
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