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9/14/2016 9:29:32 AM | Hello I am new here. I have been learning what to use thanks to all you faithful servants.:) I first went through a very tough time my Dad just 65 died from Colorectal Cancer. 5 years of suffering I went to care for him while on hospice and it was a blessing undeserved Grace of God that he allowed us to fellowship for 6 weeks. He taught the bible to me my whole life (I lived with my dad like forever before I met my husband) he was very stubborn, more so than I thought during his last days' he also knew his routine stand up kind of guy stemmed from.. You guessed it 'pride' he was very much my family and I still miss him and carry so many stupid regrets!!! He was very grumpy the past year and I couldn't figure out where is the peace? I know now he was having a real tough time letting go of all of us:/ he wanted to be sure our hearts were right with God. I thought he was so very simple man, during the end weeks I was able to see a man who was pure genius!! He was very unique and it was so very hard to see him fade away and wonder Why? But in I believe john 5? where Jesus asks this man who was ill for 38 years' Do you want to be healed?' Wow, when God gets real he sure lets you know! God knows our hearts truly, for my dad I know he wanted the ultimate of Jesus he wanted to be with him:) Anyways.. That's just a little info on me and the tragedy in my life... So of course you can imagine when I found black specks in my hair!! People thought I went off the deep end. I find it interesting that people most of them are blinded to this? Even if they have weird specks and weirdest looking splinters, fibres come out of them? They say no that was from a towel, or that's probably nothing? They really don't see it for what is happening before there eyes??? I actually was dealing with lice my daughter brought home, I seen a bug in her hair.. Well, I did like 4 rounds of treatment. I didn't notice anything weird in my hair looking for bugs and nits during this time, I found I think a few nits?, but it was weird I didn't see any really. So I continue to look and I am pulling out black specks and salt like specks? Another weird thing is I just got back from the beach. So to me no brainier it's that sand that never gets fully clear ugh.. Ok I thought no biggy but do I have bugs? I have to mention I garden this year with flowers, soil... Ants all in my soil... Weird bugs I noticed and webs debri in my webs. Black stuff above my tin awning ...? Can I get anymore confused, right!!! So time goes on... Still black specks I notice black fuzz with specks on my bed, clothes and walls.. Mold? Ok by this time my husband and sister tell me I need to see somebody that I'm scaring them a little bit? When I realized I for sure have this happening to me in short, I was scared, I was feeling it in my head thinking fearful thoughts, I was scared to take a bath.. All the fear you can and did experience I did too:( I cried out to Jesus!! I read his word for answers, comfort and I knew he was going to communicate to me one day at a time! I felt his comfort IT WAS GOD OR FEAR!! I couldn't do both!!! God is good!!!!!! I went to this website after a day or two and I think it was Lynn or? I don't remember? Who said... God will direct you in what to take and what you should do for healing!!!! Confirmation, ENCOURAGING FOR MY SOUL SISTER!!! I talk to my family now in peaceful tones, tell them somethings going on with me, to them too it's just not effecting them yet, hopefully not ever. But I see they detox it out when I tested them:( I tell them God has this!!! He knows every hair on our heads!! Thank you for this website. Thank you for going before me in this and helping me. God bless! Now for the most important part of all SCRIPTURE!! When I was down and scared I opened Gods word and felt a peace and discernment that he was speaking about Morgellons, I'm not for sure about this, although I'm sure it was for me to hold onto and for so many others that love him! DEUTERONOMY 7:22-“And the LORD your God will drive out those nations before you little by little; you will be unable to destroy them at once, lest the beasts of the field become too numerous for you.” ?remember someone said that in a forum that for some reason we can't get rid of these all at once! Slow and steady is what you say?!:) the Lord is good! He protects his children from evil! The joy of the Lord is our strength! HEBREWS 4:12 MEMORIZE THIS- THE WORD OF GOD IS LIVING AND ACTIVE ITS SHARPER THAN A DOUBLE EDGE SWORD IT PENETRATES EVEN TO DIVIDING SOUL AND SPIRIT, JOINTS AND MARROW' IT JUDGES THE THOUGHTS AND THE ATTITUDES OF THE HEART:) |
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