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4/23/2017 10:01:08 AM | I am so happy to see there are other people out there like me. I've had Morgellons for a year now and once I decided that the root cause was not a dermatologic cause, but something from within me.. I started my spiritual journey of healing myself from within. I have came a long way from where I was, but still have a ways to go. I still have my original sore but I have had a number of other sores that have came and gone. I do wish the sore on my forehead would heal- it has been hard to hide with hats and headbands. I am growing and I am healing- and I would not of started this journey of healing if I did not develop Morgellons. I have forgiven loved ones and grown those bonds. I am working on being present and non-judgmental. I find peace when I am doing yoga and art. A therapist and reading spiritual books have helped me. I went to church for the first time in a very long time- from my own will and by myself (I was raised Roman Catholic but hadn't embraced my religion before). Ive been praying more. I am trying to learn to mediate more, but for some reason - meditation is frightening to me and Ive been avoiding it. I recently had a overwhelming sensation of energy pass through me during mediation- that is part of the reason why. It was uncomfortable and scary to me. I have always had occasional lucid dreaming and nightmares- sometimes more often and consistent. Ive been having a lot lately- more so nightmares. The other day I woke up drenched in sweat. I am also working on self love. Though reading your posts have made me feel comfort I still do feel lonely and afraid. I will try not to. I do believe I have a high potential for being a light worker though I do not quite understand what that is. I have always been very compassionate and giving. I do have the best intentions for all people and I would like to heal the world. If anyone has any advice for me- I am open to suggestions and conversation. As many of you indicated- there aren't really people in my life that I can talk to about this entirely and with all aspects. Thank you. God Bless you all too. Love, B |
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