Chrissie
4/25/2017
8:52:42 PM | B, You can always talk to us here. I try and be mindful to pray everyday now because I do feel everything has been broken down in its simplest terms and I need to be with God.
God offers protection but also shows us things and does answer questions in the most subtle of ways.
I too have been having nightmares I think it's the subconscious trying to cope with the disease taking over at times and it happens when I feel lost in it, the subconscious playing it out.
We don't want to be fragile or vulnerable but sometimes or even often we are whether physically or mentally.
But we are also strong, even if we don't realise it.
I asked God what was I to do, what was I to learn from all this because I did not know.
How said to cleanse myself (ha ha I was in the bath at the time but he wasn't meaning that!).
Things like swearing I have since moderated,and apologised to God if I do say a unpleasant word.
If I'm angry I apologise too.
I say the Lords prayer daily and don't just ask for help for me and others now.
I saw three blossom trees today and thanked him for their beauty.
I know it's all pared down, all simplified now.
Is this about making us purer in some ways?
Jamal,
I have wondered for sometime whether it's a spiritual battle that is taking place and I do think it is.
I know many people with Morgellons have a background in spirituality in one way or another.
I know I have to keep going towards the light, that much I do know. |
