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1/10/2017 10:36:54 AM | Hi everyone, Well I dearly wish you all good health in 2017! For myself I'm so grateful I listened to Mel about MMS as there's no way in a million years I would have taken it otherwise. It definitely does help, I use it every day im taking 9 drops, daily in two doses though I take a little food alongside as I was dizzy if I didn't and it's a fine balancing act. I have been taking mms now since Summer time and I feel it work on my scalp it tightens the skin as if killing of something. I still have black specks and bite sensations, Bartonella scratches appear all over, burning sensations on leg or feet, painful bones and inflammation at times. Some days worse than others, heat makes it worse also if I get wet or damp, well then the black specks all come itching out.. Not good when live in a damp cold country! However,it has improved thank god thanks to mms! :-) My dog still bites at herself at times and scratches, but she mirrors me, so isn't as bad either. I speak to Marie on here nearly every week and I'm so happy Ruth gave me her number. If it wasn't for this website we would never have spoken!!:-) Despite our age difference we can talk for hours!! Age means nothing, it's the spirit and personality that counts. It's great to be able to talk with someone who understands you and you understand them about Morgellons and how it is distressing and things we react to or struggle with. But we also talk about other things, about things we like, about wonderful experiences we have had, connections, good things. As Marie is a storyteller she takes me to order places with her evocative stories, with her words, she makes me laugh out loud or think of times long gone.. We care about each other and she is my friend now, even though we will never meet in person no matter! And it's lovely to chat away, it's company. Especially since I still feel unsafe being around people, though it's better than it was. But because it has flared up three times now I'm very very wary being around people. I saw a video with the lovely Joni Mitchell and the guy said, " is it true you are a recluse? " To which she stated, " people don't understand, " But fellow Morgellons sufferers know only too well exactly why she has kept to herself. Yet I saw a strength in her face, a nobility, I was really strung out and stressed with Morgellons symptoms that day and so I sought out this video of Joni to see if she looked like she was coping.. Well she was..she was still strong, despite the fight she has endured. It's important to see that, to hear it and to see it in ourselves. To see that all strength is not lost and that we are still here in ESSENSE even if we lost some parts of ourselves along the way. We will never be the same person again, but we have learned so many things.. We live very simple lives and take nothing for granted. Health we realise is the most wonderful thing we can have. Our values change overnight. Often it's about survival nothing else. In some ways it's good to cut the wheat from the chaffe,and not fret over material things or things that are superficial and do not matter. Is this a spiritual lesson? I guess everything is really. I don't hear from Fiona since she moved, but last I heard was she was doing very well on the protocol and wanted to move forward! So I still think of her and wish her well. I think she will be doing very well as she was healing well :-) God bless everyone here x |
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