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Justin J 1/21/2013 2:47:54 PM | Hello out there in the world at large. I basically am writing this post for others who are undertaking the journey that Mel has taken a few years ago and so many others have taken too. I don't feel like I'm blazing a new trail here but personally it's every bit it's uniquely challenging as beginning from scratch. My name is Justin. I believe I picked up morgellons disease sometime last summer around July. I think my immune system got progressively weakened by a combination of a bad cold, then some type of parasitic infection, slowly my health went down, and I was open game for morgellons which I might have had to begin with but something broke the camels back and my health was going down the drain in fast order. I'm a young person being only 20 so I could credit my youth to not developing full blown lesions but I have a nasty rash which I'm guessing is how this disease is manifesting for me. I have noticed the stinging, biting, weird plastic like worm things that look weird to say the least and all manner weird things going on with this. Shortness of breath, balance issues, memory fog, muscle weakness, swollen lymph nodes and grey eyes that sometimes get bloodshot, and intense fever burning sensation, stomach pain, and ubiquitous little fibers. Luckily I had heard about morgellons and was well versed with a degree of natural health knowledge over the course of my life to begin eating better early on or so I thought! I changed my diet took a few herbal remedies and it seemed to help but not really work for long. I eventually ended up leaving my job and moving back in with my family. My health and life was a shipwreck. I emailed Mel totally freaked out because I knew what I was dealing with. I just didn't know how in the world I was going to deal with it. So far Mel has helped me allot. He encourages you to read the website and read the whole forum. It's allot but It can't stressed how important it is. All the fear and fearful thinking clouds your mind. Just remember your not alone in this. Whatever stage your in on the healing journey. For me I'm on day 12 Im on the basic Burgsteiner wellness protocal nothing added to it and already I feel a little better. That says allot to me it speaks volumes. Early on starting out you have a boat load of fears. I'm having to face them one by one. It hit me after listening to the conference calls and reading the whole forum. You have to take control of your life reclaim what you gave away to fear. If you have morgellons others have had the same thing have have dealt with it, and have learned allot about life. There's two things fear and love and every manifestation of those two spectrums of emotions. You can't heal just the mind or the body or the soul. You have to heal them all. That's deep healing. I'm learning to be diligent in my thinking eating and what I put into myself and what I put out. I realize its a long process and that if you think it's going to happen overnight! It's not! But happen it will! You have to express all the things emanating from love and in doing so fight the darkness which is this disease the most polarized form of fear itself. It brings out the best in you. Much love to others. | ||||||
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Mary W 1/5/2020 7:11:09 AM | Hi Lora, I want to Welcome you to this wonderful community where a nice percentage of people here get well. Lori you researched a good website when you found Mel's site. This community is where you'll get the help you need and meet new friends. It's good that you're reaching out so early in your journey for Healing. Your going to have challenges along the way but the community is here to help.Keep in mind that you have to take it easy and slow and do sums of the parts. We're here to listen ,talk and we understand what you're going though. So again welcome to this Community Mary W
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Leslie 1/1/2020 3:50:54 PM |
Hi Lora, I so applaud you for your putting in the work...your reading and posting..coming to the Sat calls & Sunday prayers..these are the steps to wellness. Great job Lora!! Pastor Leslie | ||||||
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