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How I Cured Morgellons
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4/10/2013 2:03:36 PM | Wow! It's been quite an interesting few weeks I have had. I have learned more regarding diet, and sugar. Here are some key thoughts when they tell you avoid sugar it feeds morgellons its no joke based on last week's experience. I was following my diet religiously I had cut out all fruit, sugar and high levels of carbs, high starch veggies, and glutinous grains. I was essentially following the Candida diet to a tee. I was feeling just abit tired, but my energy was stable and, my brain fog had lifted, my symptoms were not bothersome. I was experiencing sugar cravings, and I didn't realize it though nevertheless I persisted on my path. Then like the perfect storm my birthday rolled around, and I was surrounded by cake, and garbage. The most ironic thing about this whole experience is I never was a big cake eater, or bread eater, or sugar fiend until this past week. I ate my about a 2/3 of my birthday cake. I literally felt so hypocritical, and shameful, but it felt so good, and I didn't experience any symptoms until about 30 hours latter when I felt like I had a terrible hangover. It literally went downhill from there I started eating garbage but, I kept telling myself that it was fine nutrionally and that I was fine and just completely okay! I developed terrible brain fog had weird coordination issues, and started getting tons of critters coming out of my hands. A few days later I started just crying through out the day. I got very strong emotional symptoms. I couldn't do anything I had no desire to do anything at all except sit around. From my experience Sugar is rocket fuel for morgellons. I did research on a website called 180 degree health that basically said, "white sugar is actually good for you along with refined starches, and that you should just eat everything to raise your metabolism, and flood your body with nutrients regardless of what they are since they all break down as the basic building blocks." That might work for a normal person with a normal digestive system who doesn't have morgellons, but it doesn't work for someone with morgellons disease at least it didn't work for me. I validated it all in my mind being that I know I thrive on a high carbohydrate diet. My digestive system is compromised, and frankly eating all cake and garbage that was one of the stupidest things I have done, as of late but it was enlightening too. However, I have learned for myself what this organism loves, and what it wants to thrive, and how it operates, messes with your mind when you get close to killing it off it will fight you mentally, emotionally, and physically. I was on the verge of killing off allot of the organisms, and I ended up feeding them birthday cake because they didn't want to die. I was basically hit with this odd perfect mental storm that could only be compared to a test from the devil. I have done allot of dietary research in my opinion way too much, I'm reading three books on macrobiotics right now. Its liberating to look at food as just food, and not worry what you eat, and be in society oblivious about it. To just be healthy, live life in happiness, and ignorance. If I could go back to that state of ignorance and health I would but I can't. This past week I experienced freedom from that but I paid a price. If you have morgellons disease you have to commit to eliminating sugar from your diet. Don't see it as limiting see it as a therapeutic diet that will be the key to your eventual health, and overcoming this stuff. Also what I think happened a combination of being very close to killing off massive amounts of organisms caused the organism to fight back and literally screw with my mind and adrenal system. (I started doubting the protocol, self validated why sugar is great for people, and binged on cake, and garbage, and started crying for large portions of the day) Something I have learned whenever your on the right path there are going to be allot of obstacles that are going to mislead you, and stall you, and try to take you down a dark path. This organism has a group consciousness that is quite happy to breed reproduce and use you up. It doesn't want to die and its purpose is to grow so anything that threatens it, it will fight back against. I also started doubting the entire protocol towards the end of the week something I never thought I would do. I played the devils advocate in my head and It was the weirdest thing I have ever experienced. I doubted everything about the site the protocol and the diet and the effectiveness of it. So what turned this all around? I basically got phone calls from a bunch of angels who put my mind at ease regarding everything and now I'm back on the horse and I'm back on track. What happened is another validation for me that I'm on the right track on killing this stuff off, and eliminating it from my life. I'm up to 10 drops of mms and I'm eating eggs and veggies and that's it and I'm not doing anymore searching or looking at other sites because they just create a bunch of doubt. Everyone has a theory a diet and a protocol it seems but this site's actually works. I did the great experiment, and I'm better for it, and I wouldn't be better for it had Peter, Mel, John, and Tawny not called me. What I wasn't quite expecting was the dramatic weight loss and what Mel likes to say getting sicker before you get better. When you are young sometimes you think you know it all, and sometimes you have to put a little more trust in the process and stop overthinking. I'm happy now that I have my own personal validation I'm on the right track and that I can look to one day restoring my health. Right now I'm trying to focus on not being so hard on myself, sleeping when I feel fatigued, not over working myself, and staying on the protocol, I have indeed gotten sicker than when I first started, and I think I'm nearing a bit of a big herx. I'm not entirely sure when but progress is being made in that direction. My brain fog has lifted since going back on the diet and the symptoms are reduced, I think I'm back on track although I think theres a few more organisms than there were a week ago they aren't having a good day today. This experience was turned out much better than it was meant to. |
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