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How I Cured Morgellons
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1/24/2013 11:17:39 PM | Hello out there to the world at large: I had a nice conversation with Mel today, and he suggested I talk about how I made a Morgellons "Game plan in my situation. The Morgellons 'Game Plan' as follows these views are my own: I think to begin a Morgellons game plan you have to start with a few understandings which I take as inherent truths. These understandings are what brought me to Mel's site and allow me to continue fighting against Morgellons. In order to fight an unknown disease what has helped me is throw out what we think we know about disease. We're not suddenly stricken with disease if our system isn't sufficiently weakened to begin with. Healthy people tend not to get sick. We live in a toxic world and our bodies are like mini versions of the Earth. We aren't removed from nature we are a part of it. Most people seem to think we are separate or feel separate from it. The Earth at the moment is dealing with a large influx of toxicity and so are people. The next part that is crucial to my understanding is healing. I have seen 'alternative therapies' cure people of various ailments when people are left for the wolves by the modern medical establishment. There's allot of info on the web about big pharma and the medical drug cartels. Natural healing works through different ways but ultimately it trys to bring the body back into optimum balance. In a rate of optimum balance disease-causing organisms can't thrive because there's no need for them. They are a cleanup crew. In a weakened body there's an overburden of them. Which allows other things to thrive like morgellons and candida. There's theories the body actually makes a large number of germs bacteria and other 'pathogens' to clean up diseased tissues, and toxins. Only when overburdened does the system get totally out of whack. Louis Pasteur father of the germ theory (the basis of modern medicine) recanted on his deathbed saying, ' that Bernard was right; the Terrain is everything, the Germ is nothing.' When tuberculosis was killing people in the 1800s. The modern doctors of the time had a very low success rates but homeopathy (A form 'alternative medicine') was curing people. Later homeopathy was viciously attacked and many homeopathic colleges were simply defunded by the government in league with the big corporations of the time mainly the Rockefeller foundation which went on to buy out the AMA. (The American medical association) The AMA went bankrupt during the depression and was bought out by the Rockefellers under the stipulations they rewrite the doctor's textbooks in favor of chemical medicine, radiation, and surgery. It could be argued the heads of the large corporations in league with the federal reserve were directly responsible for creating a depression by manipulating rates of inflation causing markets to fall and then buying things up on the cheap. We are seeing this happen in the economy again today. The AMA under the direction of the chemical oil industry supplanted natural treatments and dietary therapies, which were the conventional medicine of the time. They changed the meaning of alternative medicine and conventional medicine flipping them. Something that persists to this day. Conventional medicine was basically natural treatments, our modern alternative medicine! These treatments had a long historical use, safety and effectiveness for generations, ease of use and affordability. The alternative medicine of the time was surgery, chemical drugs, radiation, these treatments were, dangerous sloppy, unnatural, costly, addicting and patentable. Profitable. We see a hostile environment to this day towards alternative practitioners of many paths that were once mainstream. Also a hostile attitude to things outside the mainstream and not easily categorized and put in a box. We see an overwhelming monopoly based on giving up your resources, funds, and sweat, tears, and blood to a system that has become corrupted, and tyrannical, not willing to use logic or reason or heart. So basically this means a couple things to me. Disease is not a death sentence. Disease is profitable. Disease is an unbalanced body and ultimately disease can be healed. It also means nothing appears what it seems to be. We live in an unbalanced system dealing with unbalanced body systems, trying to heal people with unbalanced methods, which have become the standard. The cards seem stacked against us before we even get sick. This is not to say science is all wrong or all doctors are bad. Society was meant to be in abundance in accordance with nature since we are apart of nature. Everything in nature try's moving back in balance: or homeostasis. These understandings lead me to Mel's site I think. I think everyone should find their own truth and what resonates with them. These things seemed to resonate with me. I was and am hell-bent on curing myself because I'm aware of the alternatives presented to the morgellons community at large. Either nothing or you would rather have nothing because of the solutions offered by most conventional doctors. Some more understandings, which help me: the body is self-healing. Healing is on many levels healing one thing can affect another thing. Emotional, Mental, Physical, Spiritual Are tied together instability in any area can lead to hidden issues in another. There's a hidden nature of reality that can affect us in the visible seeing reality. There are good people out there. Nothing you experience is too difficult to deal with in your life. Also disease is often a blessing in disguise. So you have find some of the ingredients before you put them in the pot and make a stew. Next part okay you now have learned a little bit about the loss of empowerment in the healing process and some good things too it's time for taking it all back and putting in people's hands again. I was living in Buffalo, New York at the time. I was working at a garden center for the summer when I eventually contracted Morgellons at the time I was splitting my min wage income with my significant other renting out of a house in a less than nice neighborhood of Buffalo. Everyday I would walk to work. I couldn't afford a car and I didn't need one I was mobile and loving it by walking. Or riding a bike. I was cooking my own food. Working at a fun job and feeling happy. I started getting sick. I kept working the summer passed I was still sick... I realized if I had any chance of healing myself I would have to go home to South Carolina. I was not walking, as much life couldn't go on as it was. My aunt managed to get me a plane ticket home. I knew I could at least afford a doctor with my parents help. My alternative remedies were failing. My worldview was shattered. Everything I knew was wrong I was crushed broke, broken hearted even. Something told me go back to that site you were looking at settle on something. You need to fight. So I somehow found Mel's site again but for some reason It was hard to accept having morgellons. I kept thinking it was something else maybe just a parasite infection, but yea hexagonal glitter. It's clicked more now. Slowly the self-realization hits you more as you read others stories I figured you could kill anything off with Mel's protocol and heal the body so that attracted me back to it. Mel's protocol is the key to opening the door to health I think. I was thinking at the time. "So yea now I'm broke I have no source of income other than being dependant on my parents and they aren't making just enough to scrape by. I have morgellons I'm so freaked out and 2012 is around the corner holey crap!!!!!!!!!" There are days when I cried. I still cry and I'm taken off guard. I had total loss of empowerment. I was laid low. I still will be yet this much I know. There's many angles to this some people have strength and weaknesses in the battle: some financial, some will power issues, some technical issues, some emotional issues, body issues, many more! Your strengths and weaknesses are magnified dealing with this illness. You have to attack on all fronts but find time to rest and let the process happen. You have to empower yourself. Fight darkness with light (all you need is a candle to light up a room). Maybe all the levels of concern I had should be discussed and how I'm getting around them and becoming empowered by it. Personal: how you relate to yourself having a disease and how you relate to others. (I was in denial abit about having the disease. The denial had to end. I was in denial about death also, which created a major source of fear. The personal is still a work in progress.) Family: how you relate to your family, fear of spreading it and hurting others. (I basically approached my family and tried educating them as much as possible on morgellons. I showed them specimens coming out of my hands and basically was like see okay now read this website read the part about black specs. It took them a while to really understand but they ended up ordering the basic protocol for me. I'm immensely thankful. Your family can help you if you empower them by letting them read the site. They did well listening to the conference calls. People dislike reading generally. Sorry guys!! Point out the parts you have in common with other people. Then share the process of healing. How long it takes what it's like. Allow them to think for themselves you might be surprised! Some people seem to never really get it. Don't feel bad human ignorance is pretty common. You might have to find family on the forum. As far as fear of spreading this stuff I try keeping my distance and using a separate bathroom and being clean as possible. I realize people have different feelings in the matter. In my part family is instrumental to getting well. In some cases this might not be true everyone is different but don't be afraid to reach out. Realizing you're not alone and getting out of feelings of fear and isolation are instrumental to empowerment. Financial: the burden of paying for the protocol and finding cheap healthy food. (In my case this is my weakest point. In weakness we find strength. I have no income other than what my family can provide and what help friends can give me. So far I have broken the protocol down into parts, the basic wellness protocol, mms and silver and support kit. It seems like those are the basic components. My family is getting the protocol so far. I'm getting the silver and Mms through grace of kind people who donated to this site, and Mel. I think I might be able to close the loop even by outsourcing the support kit to another part of my family. Where there is a will there is a way! Healthy food and what I found is working for me so far and is pretty darn cheap follows: Oatmeal or oat bran cereal for breakfast. Lemons are nice along with coconut or almond milk unsweetened. I can make that stretch like no ones business. Also organic yogurt suits me I feel my genetics do well on fermented things like yogurt. Then for lunch I found similar to Peter's Wal-Mart greens are similar cheap multigreens at Kroger's for $5.99. You get probably 13 servings out of it and its organic. 2 organic eggs and a bit of onion and tomato boom a meal. Then dinner there is dirt-cheap organic chicken thighs you can use in stir-fries with veggies or brown rice noodles. Also you can use the meat of chicken drumsticks save the bones and make soup stock with the bones! Also split pea soup is incredibly cheap as well as any type of bean soup from dried sources. Green tea is good as well. I sort of go total vegan for breakfast, vegetarian for lunch and meat for dinner. Some people require more animal protein but I figured out I'm a carbohydrate type so animal protein can be a bit more minimal. Also if you get bored with western grocery stores check out Indian grocery stores you will be amazed at what one can eat. Theres brown rice they sell in like 15-pound bags that are quite cheap usually. Also tons of Indian veggies and fish and most of their spices are quite potent and lovely. Since the cuisine is mostly vegetarian with many thousands of years of history. You can usually find some interesting healing things that are pretty tasty in the vegetable department. Also Indian ghee, which is, clarified butter you can cook with! Its used in ayuerveda (Indian system of medicine) allot. Technical: sticking to the protocol, following the diet and still remaining sane. (Following a schedule is hard so I posted the schedule on my phone and follows it diligently. It's hard to stay on time with it. I'm a bit more free spirited but I realize the importance of spacing things out but since I'm not doing the mms or silver yet. I start tomorrow with the silver I'm going to have to push myself to follow a schedule to a diabolical level especially when I start adding other components. Cooking and maintaining a budget is pretty easy for me. I think for peope who hate cooking make meals ahead in large batches and just have an all out cooking day and the eat the rest of the week. Or simplfy your diet and change it around to make it interesting. Don't be bored with your food! I also made a list and am counting down the days on paper as well as writing important things I find regarding diet and other things people mention on the site. Trust in the healing process it takes time don't give up early. Discipline waking up doing it again and again. (This isn't so hard when you have the answer to a freaking scary disease your tired of and your tired of being tired of not living) Murphy's Law effect: (Sh!t will happen! My parents nearly lost their social security a few weeks ago and we almost lost our home. Thanks to the grace of higher powers they got it back today. So yea you can plan something down to an insane detail but Sh!t will happen. I said allot of prayers and it worked. When your getting hit with Murphy's law go into your inner knowing place outside of what your head is telling you which loves going in circles and circles of fear and trust things will be okay. Its been working for me lately. Physical: (lately my body has been more tired and I just listen to it and sleep I know the protocol is taking effect because I have been having bouts of anger and different emotions. Anger is related to the liver and fear to the kidneys. Also a bit of purging has happened even without heavy hitters like MMS or molecular silver or other components. A good sign I can't wait for it to really begin. Also I notice pain in different places and a bit of a fever at times very good signs I think. Spiritual (I pray to god allot. I get myself out in nature as much as possible because it's healing. I say these affirmations three times a day: I am what I am and what I am has strength and beauty. In this day I express love and openness to everyone I meet because I know I'm truly lovable. I love humanity by letting it be whatever it wants to be. I love myself by becoming what I want to be. This helps me Emotional: (Some people feel emotions are tied in the energy body of a person and that healing the emotions you can heal the person. What I know is that I cry allot. I get angry; I experience a good amount of emotions all the time. I see this as helpful in my case it means healing is progressing. If I'm not feeling something I'm not living you know ^^ It makes life alive. Also finding that it's okay to be crazy. It's really all-okay. Just don't hurt yourself or others So that's the self-empowerment part, also realize you never stop learning just keep striving practice makes perfect. Don't be afraid to ask for help along the way this is what I'm using to get from point a to b hopefully some people get some ideas from this and are helped. Healing the world is bringing yourself back into balance so you can bring the world back into balance because theres one less person out of balance and you can pave the way for other to follow so before you know it theres less unbalance going on and everything it working allot better. Also I should mention I'm only 20 so if I can do it you can do it!! Much love to others |
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