Justin J
7/7/2014
10:05:39 PM | Thanks Peter, Mel, Deborah and Tee, John and Linda
Words really don’t do it justice what I feel about Morgellons being sick and nearly dying and then having a life again. Even though my body is on the upswing now. I’m very much in a state of trauma, the whole experience was rough, and I have allot of emotional healing to do from it. I literally have layers of emotions like an onion that are all very painful sore and raw. Each one is being exposed and felt and I’m still dealing with it is my challenge right now.
What I take from this experience of disease is never be a victim of your circumstances , everything in life is a challenge. You can take charge of the most horrific circumstances and cope and manage and come out from it.
A normal life is something I took for granted until I no longer had it, now everything I refuse to take for granted anymore. Its like being stranded on a desert island with just coconuts and that is all you have and your friends are the birds and the trees on the island. No human contact you literally feel like a castaway. Robinson Caruso has nothing on people with disease
Being back in the real world in the land of the living, I see so much sickness, and disease and it breaks my heart. I can neither deny how aweful it is or how beautiful the ending is going to be if you keep at healing.
My greatest desire and dream is for the whole world to be whole again and to be healed into wholeness.
Right now I’m working at a job building muscle I never had before and I’m feeling younger and healthier than ever. I’m working 8 hour days with hard manual labor. I’m actually loving it! It’s a job where most people would literally get tired and quit. Its very dynamically challenging for me and I’m getting pretty ripped if I do say so myself. Any of those statements are nothing short of a miracle. Again I have to thank GOD
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