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5/31/2018 8:26:50 AM |
Thank you so much for all of your responses! I am HIGHLY edified and filled with hope by your kind words. Not only that, but I’m excited to get started on this protocol and also get to know you all. I’ve been keeping myself away from my brothers and sisters in Christ, and now I’m grateful to now connect with those of you. Especially since you know what I’m going through and can empathize which I believe is really necessary. Nobody can understand the horror of this unless they themselves are going through it which has left me feeling very alone. Even my family members say it’s all in my head, and I can’t tell you how many times they’ve told me to just go see a doctor. And then when I tell them that the doctors can’t help me they get frustrated and feel helpless. This is such a major trial! One that has gone on for so many years. I pray for another season, one of dancing, laughing, embracing and peace (any or all). My faith in God has kept me going. Thank you LAURA for your quote of Proverbs 3:5-6. This is one that I’ve said pretty often. The things I find the hardest are Trust and Hope. “Now abide Faith, Hope, Love, these three, but the greatest of these is Love”. Well, I think the hardest of these is Hope. So I pray for Hope, but also joy and peace. Funny that Mel introduced himself to me as Hope (I’ve yet to meet those who call themselves Joy and Peace). :) Even though the people at my church are wonderful people, it’s hard to share something so utterly bizarre and foreign with them. I know that they would try to be understanding, but I believe in the back of their minds they wouldn’t truly understand or even believe what I was going through. Or I would scare them and open their eyes to an evil that would fill them with fear. So I’m so glad that the Lord has led me to you because you can truly understand what I’m going through. CHRISSIE! I can’t tell you how happy you have made me by sharing your rainbow story! I did pray yesterday that God either inspires some of you by my story or that I would find others that had a similar story and through you he answered my prayer! As soon as I read your post, I went to Youtube and played “Our God is an Awesome God”, and got up and praised God like I never have before. GOD IS GOOD! My earnest prayer is that God leads others to this site and that they find their own Rainbows of Hope. :) Please join me in this prayer! May God also Roman’s 8:28 this for all of us and others as in Joesph’s story “as for you, you meant evil against me, but God meant it for good, to bring about as it is this day, to save many people alive. Gen 50:20. Thank you MARIE and CHRISSIE for your reassurance about the baby at bible study. I pray often that I will not pass on my affliction to anyone else. Having people visit my house is always such a source of anxiety for me. I’ve replaced my couch with a vinyl one that can be wiped easily, but still there’s 2 chairs that are made of fabric. I’ve also covered my dining room seats with plastic and a fabric cover that I can throw in the washing machine. LAURA I do already have Kleen Green but need to use it more often, and I’ll spray my baseboards as you recommend. What is the ratio you use of water to KG?. Thank you THOMAS for your words of edification and hope. I’m sure with all of you by my side in this battle, it will be achieved and stop me from asking the Lord to take me to Himself (it may be that He’s tired of hearing it). You have given me hope.:) God Bless all of You, Anna | ||||||
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